sebuntein mei

yes, i'm comin hme 2 sg on 17 may... so stop askin alrdy... -_- anyway, woohoo!! only 19 days 2 go!! ^_^ n i can leave dis hell hole... still rilly hate it here... last thu, we went 2 kiama...its a town south of sydney n near e coast... it was borin n pathetic... -_- e shoppin centre ere was small n closes freakin early... e motel ere was nutin much but ex sia... abt AUD$150/nite 4 1 of e cheaper 1s wch we chose in e end la... n 2 make matters worse, i got sick e mornin we left 4 dis lil trip... so i was in a shitty condition alrdy, n it was even colder ere n rainin most of e time 2... X(

den whn dinner time came, ere was no mac or any other fast foods ard at all... so my dad wanted 2 jus buy supermarket food n bring back 2 our rm 2 cook n eat... -_-" but jess wanted 2 go 2 a nice seafood rest 2 eat since we drove all e way dwn here alrdy anyway... n ey decided on e nice lil seafood rest rite on e beach... fine dinin n all, i had a bad feelin abt dis 1, i actually wanted e take-away rest rite bside dis 1 actually... so we sat dwn n looked at e menu... O_O" it sure was ex, every dish was abof AUD$20 except 4 bread at AUD$5, n ey even had a hot n cold platter at a whoopin AUD$172!! O_O mad or wat... n so, we shamelessly apologized n left e plc... XD den we walked 2 e take-away rest n ordered 1 fish n chips n 1 seafood n chips wch only cost us under AUD$30 n even lasted us 4 2 meals lor... XD

e nxt day, we decided 2 go back 2 sydney la, since e lodgin rates increased cos its e wkends n ere's seriously nutin ere!! n we couldnt go 2 jamberoo park, a water amusement park, cos i was sick n e weather was rainy n cold... so we drove ard, n ended up drivin along acres n acres of farmland... grass n fences n cows n horses n sheeps n heaps more of e same tins ova n ova again... -_-" i was at 1st fascinated by e cows bcos ey reminded me of u girls, XP n i kept takin pics of em so tt i can show u girls hw ur fellow species r in aust... XD

den we got rilly bored n drove further south 2 a town called berry, n stopped at a choc shop tt served v ex chocs n hot choc, choc coffee, choc tea, everytin w/ choc la basically... ^_^ but unfortunately, i was stil sick so i couldnt haf any of e chocs or hot choc!! X( den nxt was a choc factory, isnt it unfair tt we're goin 2 all ese plcs whn i'm freakin sick!! X( but e factory was pathetically small, so we were out in no time, den another south-er town called nowra, borin... -_-

den it got late, like 4pm... -_-" nutin else 2 c cos ey're all close, so we started 2 head back 2 sydney... n e journey back was hell man... cos we had 2 drive up n dwn steep, windin, squeezy rds, n its 2 way summo!! only 1 lane 4 each direction lor!! n no mirrors 2 inform u of oncomin cars ard e bends!! but it sure felt like we were in n initial D movie sia, minus e driftin, e speed n e music la... XD n we were drivin in almost ttl darkness on e big highways back 2 sydney la, cos ere were almost no st lamps at all, only our car lites n reflectors on e grd... so 4 e.g. if u wanted 2 cut 2 e nxt lane, den u jus look at ur side mirror n if it looks completely pitch black, tt mins ere's no cars ere n u can cut ova... -_-" crazy dangerous man...

almost 4hrs later, we were finally hme exhausted n all... but 1stly, we had 2 unpack all e luggages n stuff out of e car... n mind u, we had actually packed 3 days worth of clothes, snacks, even cookin appliances ~_~", mine n jess' laptops n alot more la... n jess' small car has almost no boot space summo, so we had 2 squeeze 1/2 e stuff in e back seat btwn my mom n i... -_-" all tt work 4 nutin... X(

but i'm glad our trip was cut short, cos i prefer lazin at hme everyday den goin out n seein/experiencin ppl/tins i dun like... -_- o! n i got well like last nite!! so i'm back 2 eatin junk again!! XD maybe cos e weather here in sydney is warmer n beta la... i can wr like 3 quarts n slippers here most of e time, n on gd days, even short shorts!! ^_^ wch reminds me, on e way 2 kiama, we stopped by a big shoppin centre at shellharbour town n i bought more stuff 4m jayjays again!! ~_~ a short shorts n a 3 quarts n my dad also bought a brd shorts 2 combine w/ mine 2 make it 3 items 4 AUD$10... XD n he also added a cool hat wch cost like AUD$5 only... i tink i'll b wrin e hat more den him doh... XD

seed knee

4get e past 1 wk ova tt i've bn in sydney, i cant quite rmb every detail alrdy anyway... so lucky u guys, u're off e hook 4m my long borin essay-like entries... -_- anyway, by bein here, it made me realise/rmb sumtin... u noe hw i'm nt racist rite?? but i'm def nationalist... i hate, no. 1 china ppl, no. 2 malaysian ppl, no. 3 australian ppl... china ppl 4 bein e way most of em r, malaysian ppl, nid i elaborate?? u noe my history w/ em rite?? -_- n australian ppl... god... ey irritate me... i hate everytin abt em, abt hw racist ey r, hw ey speak, hw ey're like e unpolished versions of british ppl... n i hate it whn ey go "blah blah mate!" it jus irks me out 2 hear tt word "mate"!! X( anyway, its def ova my dead body 2 eva move here... i hate e way deir country works, n even doh ey're a country rich in commodities, but seriously, 2 me, it jus feels like a hill billy who jus realised ey're actually sittin on a land of gold, so ey start 2 sell off deir gold n attain tt rich status, but isnt tt like jus depletin ur assets?? it'll eventually b used up 1 day lor... anyway, bsides tt, its so freakin dangerous here, my sis lives in a pretty secure apartment, but her dr mat's bn stolen 3 times alrdy!! no wonder nobody else puts anytin outside deir drs... -_- n w/out informin us b4hand, ey jus suddenly reset e main entrance passwords bcos 2 many ppl were sneakin in2 e bldg, like hookers n outsiders who jus wanna park here 4 free or steal our dr mats... -_- n did u noe tt e beggars here actually dig out used fast fd cups 4m e dustbin n use it 2 get soft drinks at dose fast fd plcs wch offer free flows?? gross or wat... X( n best still, e fast fd workers saw n din even do anytin abt it... O_O n i was jus askin jess abt goin on a cruise here since its so borin everywhr else in sydney, n she told me its nt safe 2 go on cruises here bcos e sailors here r so damn bored out of deir freakin minds, tt ey actually rape n kill girls on brd... -_- wow.......... endless stories man, abt deir drug addicts n bums who live off tax payers' hard earned $$... anyway, i jus fil so sick in e stomach jus by bein here 4 2 wks... or maybe cos i've bn eatin alot of junk everyday la... XD its rilly bn wake up, eat lunch den junk, junk, junk, junk, den dinner den junk, junk, junk, junk, n o ya, junk!! den slp... zzz -_- my god... dis plc is rilly EVIL!!!! save me!!! X(

brisk burn

ere's rilly no wifi here, n i gotta pay AUD$11/hr or AUD$24/day just to connect to dis hotel's broadband, so seems i'm rilly nt gonna get 2 go online 4 ese 3 days la... XD anyway, my 1st day has pretty much ended alrdy... n i bet u guys will b damn happy, cos i actually took alot of pics 2dae... but i tink ey're rilly borin/ugly pics doh... wahaha... XD

day 1

our plane landed abit later dan supposed 2... so by e time we got thru customs n collected our luggages, it was alrdy 8am wch is n hr past supposed arrival time... anyway, luckily dis time i din get detained... ^_^" n e declarin of stuff inspection went smoothly 2, in fact, it was 2 smooth liao, ey jus asked wat we were declarin n jus let us go w/out even chkin our bags!! O_O shockin!! or maybe brisbane's jus less strict dan sydney... but anyway, tts whr our luck ran out, i jus new it!! trips r sucha hassle!! X( 1stly, we cou nt find e driver whom our hotel had helped us booked 2 pick us up n send us 2 e hotel... so i had 2 waste alot of time n phonecalls, wch cost $$ X(, 2 get e hotel ppl 2 get e driver here!!! we waited 4 almost 3 hrs la!! X( e hotel guy told me sumtin hap 2 e driver, so ey had 2 send dwn another driver 2 pick us up, but we had 2 wait 1 hr 4 him 2 rich... -_-" my dad got rilly impatient so he made me CALL(waste more $$ again -_-) e hotel 2 cancel e coach, refund us our $$ n we'll jus take another coach wch e airport also offers at a slightly higher price... but by den, e hotel's coach had alrdy started makin its way dwn, so we cou nt get our refund if we cancelled it... so we were stuck ere jus waitin... -_-" by e time we got 2 our hotel it was alrdy 11.30am la... dis sounds similar 2 e us trip man, but dis time's slightly beta doh... but still, i hate trips!!! X( anyway, e silver linin of tt whole bad waitin experience was tt we got refunded almost e full price of wat we paid 4 it doh... ^_^

den aft we settled dwn in our rm, wch was of ok stds la... we headed out 4 surfer's paradise wch is a few blks away n its THE shoppin district near e beach la... anyway, did i tell u my parents brought a pretty big umbrella here?? well, we smartly decided nt 2 bring it along since it din seem like it was gonna rain, but aft walkin 1 blk, we notice e dark clouds... -_- still bein stubborn, we cont our journey, n true enuff, we soon had 2 take shelter at 1 of e apartments... -_-" so we only contd aft e rain had subsided till a drizzle, i had my cap n my good jacket w/ e hood on, so i was fine walkin in e drizzle la, but my poor parents... ~_~ i did try 2 shelter my mom w/ my map doh, but it was a pathetic attempt... ~_~" anyway, we finally rich e 1st shoppin centre, e piazza, n ate lunch at n expensive vietnam chinese restaurant only bcos ey were e 1st plc wch we passed by tt served chinese food... -_-" c wat i min, i alwiz miss western food more whneva i go 2 ang moh countries w/ my parents... -_-

den e final unlucky tin 2 hap 2day was, whn we went 2 e atm 2 w/draw $$, ey retained our card... -_- wtf... n it bein a sunday, no banks were opn at all, hell even most of e shops were closed la... but anyway, luckily we brought a total of AUD$250 here, so think it shul last us 4 quite awhl, n we jus gotta go visit e bank 2ml mornin anyway... so tts all e bad tins wch hap 2day la... XD aft tt was jus shoppin but nt buyin anytin cos ey were 2 ex, n finally rmbed 2 take pics, doh my parents 2 shy 2 take... XD so it was rilly jus me or e scenery most of e time... i took pics all e way til we got back 2 e hotel la... XD madness... my hp low batt bcos of tt lor... XD

den back at our rm, my mom n dad took turns 2 bathe 1st, n i was on e bed contemplatin whether 2 go out n swim in sucha cold weather or nt... but i ended up fallin aslp in e end... XD i din slp thruout e flight anyway, only managed 2 catch n hr's slp on e coach... so it was like 36hrs since i had my last ril slp la... anyway, by e time i woke up, my parents had alrdy eaten dinner n were goin 2 slp lor... n it was only 7.45pm!! O_O so i took my bath n ate sum dinner n started 2 venture ard inside e hotel on my own la n take more pics 2... XD 18mins later, i was back in our rm... its rilly nt much man... like only 4 diff pools wch dun lk 2 impressive, n whr's e pool slide i read abt?!?! X( but i'm def goin 2 soak in e spa pool tml man!! relaxation~~~ ahhh~~~ XD~~~ well, tts all 4 day 1, i'll cont day 2 tml la, tt is if i haf e time la... XP

day 2

hey, i actually haf e time 2 blog day 2... ^_^ w/out further ado, day 2 started off early... i woke up at 6.20am lor... =_= i slpt at 12am last nite lea... anyway, woke up early 2 eat e free bkfast buffet wat... XD n s usual, i ate till my stomach almost exploded la... even doh ere was nutin impressive abt e fd ey offered actually... ~_~ den off we were 2 e bank 2 w/draw $$ n den 2 e vodafone shop 2 get a new aus sim card...

w/ all e errands done, we took a bus 2 dream world, wch e bus ride was almost like takin a cab la... -_-" a 20mins ride 4 3 adults cost us AUD$12.30!! X( daylite robbery man!! but at least we got 2 pass by water world n movie world, n finally e last stop, dream world... wch btw, we din enter cos e ticks r 2 ex... we had initially planned 2 go ere 2 jus eat at 1 of e fd plc outside of it anyway, but we den found out tt ey rnt like LA's universal studios... so w/ no plc 2 eat at ere, we decided 2 go 2 australia fair, wch is a big shoppin centre in brisbane's CBD area... but unfortuantely, we had 2 wait 4 n hr 4 e next bus!! X( it was alrdy n expensive, wasted trip lor, yet we were stil forced 2 b stuck ere!! X( my god...

anyway, e bus did eventually come n hr later n we had 2 pay AUD$10.80 4 a 15min ride la... -_- but whn we dropped near e australia fair, we passed by a rilly cheap 2nd hand store... attracted by e price signs, i went in n found like ril billabong board shorts 4 only AUD$5 la!! X) i tried on like 8 pairs of a mix of board shorts n short shorts, but in e end, ey were either 2 big or 2 baggy lkin 4 me... -_- in e end, i cou only fit nicely in a brandless kid's board shorts... -_-" but hell, it was only AUD$3 lor, tts like only SGD$4 la!! so i bought it... haha...

den we cont on 2 australia fair, n whn we finally riched ere, my parents were hungry 4 lunch, but i was still burpin out bkfast la... XD ey ended up choosin sum pathetic jap fd stall, wch served lousy rice, veg, swt chilli chkn n teriyaki chkn... -_-" n my salmon roll was slightly beta den lousy la... den aft lunch, it was back 2 window shoppin bcos nutin was cheap even if ey were on sale... till i saw jayjay's!! wch is my fav aus shop btw... y?? cos everytime i come here, i only eva buy like AUD$5 shirts, shoes, board shorts n skirts 4m em la... n 2day was jus eye-poppin la... it was like any 3 for AUD$10!!! wch even included a pair of skinnies lor... wch unfortunately was 2 small 4 me... damn!! but it was dark red anyway, it wou haf jus made my red skinnies at hme feel neglected... XD wahaha... so anyway, pressed 4 time, i frantically digged my way thru tt pile of clothes wch took up like 2 big tables la... i found like 20 clothes 2 try on la... n in e end, i only eliminated 8 stuff n was stuck w/ 12 items!! O_O" but it was like only SGD$4 per shirt/short/3 quarts!! fil like i'm shoppin in thailand like tt lor... XD so, i happily walked out of e shop w/ a big plastic bag n AUD$40 poorer... XD i def cannot buy anymore clothes in sydney liao lor... but i stil nid a pair of sneakers, a bag, a wallet, a pouch 4 iRiceball n maybe skinnies?? XD~~~ o no!! i've bcome a shoppin whore!! XD

anyway, it was gettin late den, so we had 2 start makin our way hme, but b4 tt, we tried e choc mint sundae at mac's... nt 2 fantastic n def nt worth AUD$2.45... -_- den we took another AUD$8.10 bus ride hme, wch was only 5mins long la... X( we shul haf jus rented a car man, only AUD$30 a day la... anyway, rich hme n worked til 6pm, den me n my dad went swimmin!! ^_^ finally!! doh it was more like jus spa pool soakin actually, cos e rest of e pools were ice cold!! i found e stupid pathetic pool slide n actually mustered up enuff stupidity 2 take e plunge... my heart nearly stopped whn i hit e water la... i swam like my life depended on it 2 quickly get 2 e edge of e pool n out of e water... n funny tin is, once out of e ice water pool, i felt like e cold weather was no longer cold liao lor... XD but i still dove in2 e spa pool again anyway... den soon, it started 2 rain heavily la... suai sia... we only bearly swam 4 like less dan 1/2 n hr la... X( so we headed hme 2 bathe n eat dinner liao... n tts all 4 day 2 la... dis entry's gonna b so long, i wonder if any1 will actually read it til e end... @_@

day 3

its alrdy 12.44am, day 3 has def ended n i'm nw in sydney... i stil cant go online bcos jess' wireless modem doesnt like my laptop... X( anyway, its a wireless modem wch u haf 2 connect 2 e comp usin a usb port n dis modem is nt connected 2 anytin else like a power supply or wateva... thus, makin e modem mobile, n hence e name wireless modem... -_- i feel so cheated sia... X( its so silly, n its a waste of space n usb ports 2 use dis bloody modem man... X( so irritatin!! y couldnt she jus haf a mio box like us?!?! its so much beta 2 jus connect wirelessly lor... T_T anyway, i'm quite slpy nw... so i'll cont w/ day 3 tml or sumtin... hopefully e net is up n runnin 4 my comp by den... @_@

ok, luckily 4 me, e net is runnin fine on my comp nw... ^_^ but i fil kinda lazy 2 blog abt day 3 liao... haha... its alrdy 12am here again!! time passes so fast man... i cou haf done so much jus nw, but i got stuck 2 e tv showin protege, jess got it on dvd... -_- anyway, i dunno wat made me tink it was a scary show all dis time... XD but daniel wu is rilly cute man... def must b gay man... XD

k la, tink i'm up 2 blog abt day 3 aftall, but it'll b a short 1... i doubt u guys r stil readin anymore at dis pt anyway... XD

day 3 part 2

woke at 6am, ate my last bkfast buffet ere, n smart enuff 2 wr a bigger top dis time!! XD rilly ate til i heard my stomach explode la... O_O wahaha... anyway, aft tt, we were off 2 e bank 4 n appt w/ n investment specialist... n she was... hmmm... ditzy?? she luffed alot... n i rilly had no idea wat was so funny abt anytin she said doh... =_=" anyway, aft tt, we took a bus 2 e casino at sum hotel... n i def dun nid 2 emphasize hw expensive e bus ride is anymore rite... u get my drift by nw huh... XD we spend like less dan 1/2 hr in ere man... ey only played e slot machines anyway... my dad won a dollar, n my mom lost 2 dollars... u do e math... =_=" den we went 2 a shoppin centre nearby wch was borin, n ate lunch at mac... like finally n ang moh meal!! but we only ordered 1 set meal n 1 salad 2 share amongst us 3... ~_~" but i was stil quite full 4m bkfast... so only ate abit of fries n salad... den we headed 4 dis rilly huge shoppin centre called pacific fair, wch rilly had tons n tons of shops, but we only had 1 n 1/2 hr b4 we had 2 start headin back... anyway, i walked ard e indoor shops s quickly s i cou, whl ey sat at a fd court 2 rest... -_-" den i forced dem 2 walk e outdoor shops w/ me, wch was even bigger!! O_O n i came across dis shop called tightrope wch sold clothes at 5,6 dollars!! but aft buyin AUD$3 clothes, AUD$5 dun seem cheap liao... XP but, ey stil had a sale section, n i found pants at AUD$3, n even a 3 quarts at AUD$2!! crazy or wat?!?! XD but ey were all size 10 n above... T_T so i asked my mom 2 try em instead... but she said tt she's only a size 8 lor... rilly mer?? i tot she alwiz complain she got a big tummy?? XD anyway, we let tt gd, corduroy summo, 3 quarts go 2 waste n left la... T_T den whn it was nearly e time we had 2 leave, we actually found out ere r actually summo indoor shops at e other end of e outdoor shops... in fact, dis pacific fair is so huge it consisted of many indoor shoppin areas n outdoor shoppin areas all connected 2 1 another, but unfortunately, we had no time left liao... so had 2 go off b4 i cou explore finis e plc... T_T e rest was jus norm stuff like gettin on e coach n chkin in at e airport n takin e plane n arrivin sydney la... so tts all abt day 3 la... ^_^ i cant blif i actually finis it!! o! n 1 more tin... i was so bz at gold coast tt, i din even once tink abt e tin i decided 2 jiyu at all, til i saw e name tag of sum property agent my dad was tokin 2 on day 3... haha.. wch made me realise i ttly almost 4got abt it la... so... its a gd start rite?? i was meant 2 clr it out of my system anyway... ~_~

faultee daze

i'm leavin sg in approx 8hrs 58mins 23secs... T_T i hate goin overseas... i hate goin thru customs... i hate fearin thru e takin off n landin of e plane... n i hate leavin my frens!! X( n australia is def 1 of e countries i hate goin 2 e most... but unfortunately jess decided 2 settle dwn ere... -_-

40 days is 2 long man... i min e last time i went ere 4 2 wks, i was alrdy dyin 2 go back by e 2nd wk... n tt was only bcos i had justine w/ me tt time lor... tts y i cou live thru e 1st wk w/out much complains... but dis time, i dun haf justine w/ me!!! hw m i eva gonna make it thru dis crisis alive?!?! X(

n worse still, e 1st 3 days will b at brisbane, n i bet ey're so bckwrds tt ere's no such tin s wifi ere la!!! n tt mins i cant go online 4 3 whole days!!! O_O omg!!! such horror!!!! but luckily e next 37 days will b at sydney w/ jess, n she has wireless broadband... ^_^ phew... aldoh its a pathetic speed of only 1mbps, but beggers cant b choosers rite... ~_~ n its alrdy way beta den last time's 56k dial up la... -_-" but i will rilly die if i had 2 go thru tt kinda speed again doh... XD

anyway, i gtg get ready 2 meet sw n angele nw la... cya guys at e airport later!! doh tt stupid mich is stil slpin nw la!!! tt pig!!! say can meet us at 2pm, my ASS!! X(

ji yu

2dae, i've decided tt i'll jiyu... dun ask me wat tt is... bcos if u're my fren, i've alrdy told u abt it actually...

so ya, i cant go on like tt anyway, cos i cant std e way i get 2... so i'm jiinyu... i hope dis 40 days wou clr my head up... n whn i get back, everytin wou b fine again... a fresh start? a new beginnin? or jus peaceful days? i dunno... but i jus noe i haf 2 sort sum tins out in my head 1st... maybe try 2 meditate n rich enlitenment whl i'm at it 2... XD since it'll b super borin ere anyway... T_T i hope i'm strong enuff 2 w/std e temptation of killin myself n endin e borin days i haf 2 endure ere... -_-

anyway, i gtg slp la... 3 days left only!! X(

besuto furensu

i cant blif i'm wastin my time bloggin abt dis... but den again, i did spend n hr on mich's blog taggin... but she jus erased all my tags off e min aft i tagged bcos she din 1 me 2 start a war w/ sum1... -_-"

anyway, its funny y we're even best frens in e 1st plc cos i did suan her til she cried in sec sch... but we stil ended up like dis... XD i alwiz take her 4 granted til sum1 comes along n tries 2 snatch her away... den i go in2 defense n battle mode against tt person... call me a spoilt brat who jus had her toy taken away 4m her... but tts e way i've bn... n its only bcos we're best frens til such a lvl tt i can act e way i do n stil alwiz win e battle... XD i did fend off quite a few of em alrdy u noe... XD weird... its like s doh i haf a position 2 protect like tt... -_-

anyway, i've bn tinkin abt it... n it has finally dawned on me tt i shul jus do away w/ my insecurities, bcos mich does constantly remind me tt we'll grow old 2gether(unlike sum other ppl XP)... at least she rilly blifs tt la... but i jus haf less faith in it... bcos of e way i m?? e tots i haf?? anyway, i rilly wanna blif her, so i'll try, i'll try 2 let my insecurities go, n trust her tt we'll make it... so, w/ so much bloody time on our hands, i shul also cease keepin her all 2 myself every time i sense danger lurkin ard rite?? cos we'll stil haf a long long time 2gether anyway, unless i die early, or she dies early bcos of all her smokin/drinkin/clubbin/eatin... XP

but, we stil haf issues, issues tt arose even b4 sum1 tried 2 snatch her away 4m me... n til nw it hasnt bn resolved yet thanks 2 her bz schedule... n ey r real issues btwn 2 real best frens... nt issues wch arose bcos a few couples r forced 2 go out 2gether bcos of 1 person's wishful ideals... tts like intentionally makin up problems n den wastin a whole lotta time solvin each n every prob... -_-" ere's a much much beta solution 2 tt u noe, n tts 4 ese couples 2 nt go out 2gether!! i min whn i cant get along w/ sum1, i jus keep my distance 4m tt person... so tt person wun get offended by me, n i wun get offended by tt person, so wala! prob solved!! =_=***