richin hymn

i give upp! Stupid rules like not allowin my baby to stay over an shit! Such an o fashion family i have here! An its unfair! Everybody else gets to do it too! Plus my stupid sister used to have her bf stayin over all e time my parents were overseas! Fuck ! Life jus doesn't seem to work out well if hee cant stay over la... All e late nights an him havin to drive home late iz all yr fault! If somethin bad happens to him its all yr fault! Shit! I'm pissed off tat i cant do shit! An i don wanna rush into marriage either... I wish i had more money... Buy a stupid condo instead an live ere wit my baby! But tat doesn't work either, it'll be either inn a bad location or wont be built finis til dunno when... Damn it! Nothin works! I cant jus live wit him anytime soon... But i also don understand why its so unbearable to not be wit him for even a day... An why e hell woul i one us to live together an see each other when wi wake an all like how families do... Wat if wi get sick of each other this way? But somehow i don care, i stil one it anyway... I feel like i need e security tat hee's ere right beside mi breathin e same air s mi... Tat i can rich him easily...