hsewife days

ok, a quick update b4 i go watch my animes... haha... yes... i've got my 1st hols since i started work... my boss is away on a business trip, so work here cant rilly resume w/out him... heh... ~_~ anyway, its like a break, but i stil work la... like sms him at least 3 times a day w/ e rates, n try my best 2 respond any e-mails wch i tink i'm able 2 w/out goin thru him, n of cos fulfill any smll, big, urgent or ridiculous requests he asks of me la... haha... XD

but anyway, work aside, 2dae wch is e 1st mornin of my hols, i woke up early s usual, 8.30 actually... haf managed 2 ctrl myself nt 2 wake up at 3 or 4am 4 work nw alrdy... wahaha... XD so anyway, my big sis was gd n alrdy made n ate her own bkfast n was leavin 4 work alrdy... my smll sis was dressed 4 work 2, but w/out bkfast yet... so i prep her bkfast, pack her lunchbox n water bttle, pass her e hse keys n at e same time teach her hw 2 use it, n off 2 work she went leavin dis hsewife/care taker in a nw empty hse... oops, had 2 call mich up 2 wake her 4 work 2, n she was so v disciplined 2dae!!! she ans my v 1st call!! norm she makes me call at least 10 times b4 she ans lor!! -_-" anyway, den i boiled sum water, did sum work 4 my dad n lk at e time, its alrdy 12... wonderin if i shou eat lunch, but heck, i shou go on a diet anyway aft e last 4 eat-alot-days... but i ended up eatin fruits stil la... haha... lookin at e ingredients in e fridge tt my parents instructed me 2 finis up asap, i tot of cookin dinner 4 my 2 sis 2nite... maybe rice omelet w/ tuna n fishball plus vegs... haha... dun blame me, tts all e ingredients i had in my fridge... heh...

anyway, my pt here is, on my days off, n w/out my dad, i've rilly taken on his role actually, providin meals 4 e family... such a hsewife/care taker sia... weird... but i stil feel v much responsible n obliged 2 la... haha... freaky freaky... ok, i gotta go la, enjoy sum alone time w/ my beloved animes b4 my hols' over...

worker horlick

ok, i'm stil in e midst of work, but my dad/boss is at e dentist nw n i'm waitin 4 e bloody OCBC guy who never rets my calls 2 call me.. haha... anyway, so much 2 blog abt man... i guess whn u found a job u're addicted 2, ere's jus so much 2 tok abt!! XD but no 1 wans 2 listen... T_T ey dun understd everytin i'm babblerin abt... T_T so i only haf u, my blog, 2 tok 2... =_=

anyway, my job tt no 1 rilly noes wat it is, is like a PA, personal assisstant, to my dad... everytin tt he used 2 do 2 sustain dis family 4 all ese yrs, i haf 2 learn n understd em 2... n a norm hsehold w/ a dad holdin a full-time job n brings hme his pay-chk every mth n a mom whose a hsewife who cleans n cooks everyday n children who goes 2 sch n study n play wou never b able 2 imagine hw diffi it is 2 maintain a hsehold wch has 2 retired parents at e age of 40, 4 girls 2 send 2 sch 2, a bungalow wch incur sky rocketin bills every mth, n 2 cars of wch 1 has a $1000 odd maintainance fee every yr!! it never hit me tt all ese yrs, my dad n mom were strugglin on super thin ice 2 make ends meet so badly... i guess i've finally genuinely reflected, understood n appreciate deir hard work, unlike last time whn i jus use it s n excuse 4 ppl 2 pity me all... haizzz... anyway, i feel rilly bad, but at e same time, v IRRITATED 2!! y?? cos nw e whole workload's piled on top of me!!! i cant breathe!!! X(

i've fallen sick due 2 work or maybe cos i eat rubbish all e time.. haha.. XP e tins i haf 2 deal w/ is nt only my currency stuff... i also haf 2 manage e property in london, 2 of em!! 1 of wch my dad jus bought n ere's soooooo many documents 2 read n sign n procedures 2 carry out!! lucky e property in sydney hasnt given me any probs 2 date... unlike e other london 1, all day n nite i haf 2 e-mail complain letters 2 e lettins agent 4 overchargin us n all!! X( n bcos london is 7 or 8 hrs bhind us, i work til midnite thanks 2 em lor... -_- heng my dad alrdy sold off e properties in vancouver a long time ago, if nt i'll b workin 4m 8,9am all e way til 5am ah... wahahha... XD

i also haf a splittin headache constantly 4m tinkin 2 much i tink... XD esp on our term loan n hsin loan tt i also haf 2 handle... n y?? cos smartass me came up w/ e idea of transferrin e loans 2 e bank we use 4 our currency tradin... it holds sum risk cos we'll b borrowin in another currency, n if tt currency goes against us, we'll b payin higher int dan if we stayed w/ e current banks instd... but tink abt it, wou u rather pay UOB 4.3% term loan n OCBC 7% hsin loan 4 e nxt few yrs wch seems 2 increase gradually s time passes also, or pay UBS, my currency tradin bank, 2.26% wch i also haf e flexiblity 2 convert e loan currency, wch is in swiss franc, 2 jap yen, wch is only a measely 0.5%, whn e currency is in my favour!! genius rnt i?? XD n best of all, we'll b able 2 hold our own property title deed cos UBS does nt req us 2 put up our title deed s collateral in order 2 loan 4m em, thus we can alwiz use tt title deed s collateral at another bank n obtain funds 2 work w/ again!! hw convenient!! ^_^

but anyway, cos of bad currency rates n all, i discouraged my dad 2 go along w/ my idea n modified my plan by usin a 3.9% currency loan instd, but my dad vehemently disapproved... i felt sooooo mad tt he din understd wat i was tokin abt, tt even doh it sounds like u pay higher int, but in e long run whn tt currency weakens u can convert it 2 a lower int currency like swiss franc or yen provided ey get stronger 2 at tt time la.. so ur loan amt bcomes lesser dis way rite.. get it?? doubt so... haizzz... -_-"

sumtimes i wonder y is it tt it seems so awfully clr 2 me, yet my dad who's e experienced person here dun seem 2 c it... my mom says maybe its cos i'm like e new blood, n my mind is stil v fresh n clr, whl my dad is in it 2 long, n experienced quite a no. of bad experiences, cosin him 2 b blinded n fear anytin wch sounds or seems remotely close 2 past bad experiences... o well, dis loan issue gave me tons of headaches s 1 aft another idea popped in2 my head wch mins i haf 2 start doin my research 2 c if it works all den start 2 explain 2 him again, n e cycle goes on n on... so mind explodin man!! X( no wonder i m sick!!

a last note on my business stuff, our business is nt only abt earnin $$ 4m currency diffe or int premium, but also savin $$ on anytin n everytin we possibly can so tt we haf more capital 2 work w/... ~_~ so every single cent matters!! wahhaha... XD

ok... besides my work stuff, here's sum of e current updates on myself wch i bet will b e only para u read out of dis whole entry... =_= anyway, i PERMED my hair!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!! i haf non-str hair!!!!! n i permed it like reira of nana!!! but instd of permin all my hair, i only permed e top 1/2 of it, cos i noe i m nt capable of takin care of a full head of wavy hair... heh... bsides i love seein my str hair peek out 4m beneath my wavy hair!! ^_^ BUT, i spent like $50 odd on jus hair products lor... maintainin wavy hair's damn ex man!! T_T so tts abt it on me la... my dad's back 4m e dentist... back 2 work!! tata~~~ ^_^

humongous changes

here's a REAL update u've bn dyin 4 mich!! wahahha... XD nah... i've jus realised soooo many tins ard me has suddenly changed... mostly e ppl ard me, e tins ard me, e lifestyle i've acquired, its a humongous change man... i haf my SISTER back!! haha... nah... she's jus back 4 6 mths la... but tts gd n long enuff!! i missed her sooooo much until i met her last sat... waahahhaha... XD jk jk... i LOVE havin her ard... she does everytin i command her 2!!! ahhaha... XP well, its nt only tt i haf sum1 2 bully la... but also, i haf a playmate?? a play doll i can dress up n torture... heh... rite nw its all abt e rd 2 skinniness 4 her... call me shallow all u wan... but i feel ere's nutin 2 live 4 if u're fat... wch btw, i'm nt so fat anymore nw... wahahah... i'm sucha girl nw... its irritatin... i noe its only bcos i'm skinnier again n clothes lk beta on me... tts y i'm attracted 2 pretty pretty tins... T_T i spent so much on clothes n shoes n bags n all til my visa bill came up 2 a whoopin S$600++!! X( all e $$ i had earned 4m my last office job is all gone!!! no more savins 2 cont holidayin... T_T but tts also whn my parents came back 4m london... n i new it was my last resort 2 get $$... so tts whn i started workin 4 my dad, i tink dis is my 3rd or 4th attempt at tryin 2 work 4 him... n maybe cos of e $0 in my bank acc, it stressed me out so much tt dis attempt finally made it thru... i'm officially learnin e ropes 4m my dad... n i'm v diligent at it 2 i muz say... i love it actually... calculatin calculatin n more calculatin... its wat i love 2 do best!! whahah... i became such a workaholic man... i even dream of my work... i woke up at 4am cos of tt dream n started work immediately!! madness huh?? haha... but e best tin abt my work is, i get 2 stay hme, wr wateva i wan, sit all day infrnt of my tv wch is showin my new fav channel, bloomberg, n my life-time companion, my comp, is also accompanyin me at all times so tt i can check e exchange rates instantly n input data of new currency ideas or deals we made, n e best wou b, i can slp at anytime of e day whn i'm workin, cos tts wat my boss/dad does all e time anyway... wahahah... i LOVE my new job!! well, it is a job i mite haf 2 do 4 e rest of my life aftall... ~_~" anyway, i nw realise alot of tins abt my dad cos of all e time we spend 2gether, i never respected him much, i jus new he was gd at wat he does, n tts providin 4 dis fam n bein stingy la... haha... but sum of his principles n ideals, i never approved of em... i stil dun, but i can miraculously say, i like him more nw... we may b shoutin at each other all day cos he never listens 2 wat i say til e end or we dun get each other all, but ere's no hard feelins left at all aft tt... we jus try 2 solve it out or move on 2 e nxt idea we haf in mind... n i like listenin 2 his stories... no, its nt dose moral stories wch moses lim tells, its all abt genius, rich ppl like bill gates, warren buffett an all, like wat ey did n hw ey become rich all... its rilly interestin actually or maybe my dad is rilly a gifted story-teller la... haha... n also like e no of ppl in every country, n hw he belittles sg is rilly funny, "singapore is nuf'tin" he alwiz says... heh... XD e tactics tt jap, america, europe n all uses 2 ctrl deir economy or eat up $$ 4m each other all... heh... ok, i shou stop, bet u guys r slpin alrdy by nw... -_-" i dun get hw come dese interest me yet it doesnt 4 u guys... hmmmmm... haha... anyway, besides dealin w/ his forex, i m pretty much like his personal assisstant... i haf 2 help him correspond w/ his agents managin his properties overseas 2!! n tts a ril pain 4 me man... esp readin tt 38 pgs long tenancy agreement!! =_=*** but all in all, i'm in a pretty gd situation rite nw la... ^_^

saikano movie

i jus told mich tt i din feel like bloggin, but guess wat?? i jus watched saikano live action movie... jus cried like mad, well, nt s mad s whn i watched e last part of e saikano anime... n dis time i rmbd 2 take a photo of my cryin face... haha... i've alwiz wanted 2 haf a pic of me cryin... but god i look like FUCK.... waahhaa... XD anyway, way off topic alrdy...

e movie is like 2 freakin hrs!! n e 1st 5 secs in2 e movie, i wanted 2 skip n switch 2 e nxt anime on e list, mainly cos i saw shuuji, e main actor of e show... e guy ey picked 2 play shuuji is fuckin ugly la!!! i sooooo wanted 2 cry my eyes out den alrdy, cos ey spoilt my beloved shuuji's image... but b4 i cou press nxt, e destruction part came!!! e air raid wch bombed deir city n ppl were runnin n screamin 4 deir lives, bldgs were exploded n shuuji was nearly hit by e wing of a fallin fighter plane!!! n tts whn chise, e main actress, appeared 2 save him... so tts whn he finds out his new 1 wk long gf has bn made in2 a weapon by e japan military sumtin sumtin... ahhhh... deir love story unfolds, more mass destruction here n ere, in e end, ey changed e story quite abit wch i din like actually... e movie went like e war started bcos e other countries were afraid of wat ey created wch was chise e weapon... but in e anime, ey had 2 change her in2 a weapon 2 protect japan 4m e war ey were alrdy in... n it was like e other countries were in full war mode, basically bombin n killin each other like mad, tts y e last part, in order 2 stop e whole war, she had 2 annihilate e whole world n was only able 2 protect shuuji... it was so swt e endin... him wakin up 2 a dust covered world, w/ a big pc of her metal remains infrnt of him wch protected him... n whn he touched tt big metal shard(cos he noes tts her), it crumbled, n he cried... but a small lite appeared n guess wat?? tt was chise!!! tt was all tts left of her rilly... n bcos his tears fell on e lite, she managed 2 recreate deir own city n herself... he was shocked 2 c her n deir own city again, except in dis city ere wasnt a single person besides em... n she explained tt his tear contained his memories, of e city, n of her, n also cos he rmbd all e details so well, tts y she was able 2 recreate it... hwever, it was all only n illusion actually, he was still walkin in e dust covered world, but wat he saw was e illusionary city she created 4 him... awwwww.... soooooo swt... i seriously cried like mad den... but 4 dis movie, it jus ended w/ all e other countries shootin missiles at her, n in order 2 nt harm anybody, she goes up in2 space 2 b bombed... -_- n den e war ended, he goes in search 4 her remains n finds it in e desert, a big metal shard infrnt of him, n dis time, she also din rilly die n creates n illusion of em 2gether like in e past in deir own city... basically almost e same tin except tt e world din end rilly... she jus sacrificed herself... so i rilly stil prefer e whole world dyin tin den her sacrificin herself only lor... but anyway, i tink she's nt bad lookin... n s 4 him, i started 2 accept e way he looks... n maybe cos e 1st part he dint look skinny in his uniform, tts y i rilly din like him at all... but later i realised tt he is actually quite skinny lea.. haha... ah well, tts all i wanted 2 blog abt rilly... n mich, dis may b abit 2 late, but u dun haf 2 read dis entry at all... wahhahaha... XP anyway, no comments appreciated since u guys dunno wat i'm tokin abt at all rite... -_- wahahah... XD