Wednesday, April 02, 2008

besuto furensu

i cant blif i'm wastin my time bloggin abt dis... but den again, i did spend n hr on mich's blog taggin... but she jus erased all my tags off e min aft i tagged bcos she din 1 me 2 start a war w/ sum1... -_-"

anyway, its funny y we're even best frens in e 1st plc cos i did suan her til she cried in sec sch... but we stil ended up like dis... XD i alwiz take her 4 granted til sum1 comes along n tries 2 snatch her away... den i go in2 defense n battle mode against tt person... call me a spoilt brat who jus had her toy taken away 4m her... but tts e way i've bn... n its only bcos we're best frens til such a lvl tt i can act e way i do n stil alwiz win e battle... XD i did fend off quite a few of em alrdy u noe... XD weird... its like s doh i haf a position 2 protect like tt... -_-

anyway, i've bn tinkin abt it... n it has finally dawned on me tt i shul jus do away w/ my insecurities, bcos mich does constantly remind me tt we'll grow old 2gether(unlike sum other ppl XP)... at least she rilly blifs tt la... but i jus haf less faith in it... bcos of e way i m?? e tots i haf?? anyway, i rilly wanna blif her, so i'll try, i'll try 2 let my insecurities go, n trust her tt we'll make it... so, w/ so much bloody time on our hands, i shul also cease keepin her all 2 myself every time i sense danger lurkin ard rite?? cos we'll stil haf a long long time 2gether anyway, unless i die early, or she dies early bcos of all her smokin/drinkin/clubbin/eatin... XP

but, we stil haf issues, issues tt arose even b4 sum1 tried 2 snatch her away 4m me... n til nw it hasnt bn resolved yet thanks 2 her bz schedule... n ey r real issues btwn 2 real best frens... nt issues wch arose bcos a few couples r forced 2 go out 2gether bcos of 1 person's wishful ideals... tts like intentionally makin up problems n den wastin a whole lotta time solvin each n every prob... -_-" ere's a much much beta solution 2 tt u noe, n tts 4 ese couples 2 nt go out 2gether!! i min whn i cant get along w/ sum1, i jus keep my distance 4m tt person... so tt person wun get offended by me, n i wun get offended by tt person, so wala! prob solved!! =_=***

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