kei five

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! my new K5!!!! wahahaha... XD i'm especially bloggin jus 4 my new K5!!! my new baby!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! cant belif i rilly got it!!! wahahah... its sooooooooo beautiful!!! even my hands seem 2 dirty to touch it!! but its touch pad!! my fingerprints r all over it nw man... X( i found a pouch 4 it, doh i tink it does nt haf enuff cushionin... haha... i shou go shoppin... but i'm plentiful broke nw!! T_T well, i guess aft buyin my baby, i'll b broke nxt mth n e mth aft... haha... XD

anyway, i rilly tot of never comin back here 2 blog again, since havin a ril life w/ a job n all is so time suckin or maybe i jus haf no sense of time management la.. haha... but bloggin is rilly a waste of time man... its like sumtin u do whn ere's nutin else in ur life tt fulfills u n e v bo liao personality of urs take over sia... haha... bet many bloggers wanna chop my head off nw man plus my fingers 2... haha... so anyway, tt bo liao trait in me has finally arose, but prob only 2 dedicate n entry 2 my darlin baby!! wahaha... XD

wan n update on my life?? prob nt... but i'll go on anyway... XD hmmm... wat can i tok abt man... it basically feels like me movin 4wrd ba... given more time 2 spend w/ family, tot abt stuff n all 2... came 2 certain realisations maybe... but anyway, even doh i seem 2 b slackin at hme like b4, but it doesnt fil like tt at all... w/ a mission at all times, wch is 2 earn $$ la... haha... i dun fil like i'm stuck anymore... b4, i alwiz felt like i was stuck, like i've walked til e end of e rd n only a wall stood infrnt of me... but nw, sumhw, it aint like tt anymore, i'm movin, in my own way at hme... chasin aft a target called "money"... wahahha... i wou like 2 say i've broke dwn tt wall, but i prob din, i jus diverted onto another path... a path w/out a wall obstruction in sight, it aint bright here, but it aint w/out light 2... haha... i shou stop tt nonsense metaphoric crap man... haha... anyway, wat i mean is, life IS stil v much meaninless, at least 2 e greater source outside or wateva, we're 2 insignificant rilly... hwever, 2 ourselves, we fil e significance of ourselves v much... it is in fact overwhelmin... so wat we can do is throw away e tots of e outside, makin it bcome e insignificant 1 instd, since we r also treated tt same way by em anyway... so u carry e importance of urself by urself, 4 urself, nt 4 others... so i guess i haf finally stopped livin life 4 others, but 4 myself, 2 overcome e challenges i have 2 face n cont movin 4wrd... ^_^

good food

i swear i'm gonna get fat la!!! X( bn eatin soooooooooooo much!!! bein in my dad's line is gd actually la, fd wise... -_-" e bankers will treat us 2 lunch at all dose nice nice hotel rests thanks to e tin called company's expenses!! i love tt word!! wahaha... jus had jap buffet at fullerton hotel earlier 2dae, my god i ate way 2 much sashimis n unagis... XD n ytd was scarlet hotel... e waiters ere were cute man!! wahaha... n also, durin e wkends, my family n i will go out 2 eat more gd fd thanks 2 our sooooo many credit cards, privileges n promos... we eat til our stomachs burst n only pay 20, 30 odd dollars!!! ^_^ so ya, main pt of my entry, way 2 much gd fd 4 me liao!!! i'm soooooo gettin FAT!!! T_T i seem 2 haf lost sight of tt rd 2 skinniness!! T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T but anyway, my parents leavin town again soon 4 a wk over so i guess i can cut my fd consumption again durin dis period...

n i sooooo shou b slpin nw!!! freakin late liao lor!! but i guess i'm 2 full!! tts y i cant slp!!! X(