regret la

yes, i'm damn bored... I actually fell asleep on my desk jus now... I think i snored too... X( shit man... I slept at almost 5am yesterday nigh an wake upp at 8plus am this mornin la... Tats why so tire... Went to watch kick ass wit justine inn e mornin, rushed back to work at one, den afte turnin on my office comp, went off wit justine to eat lunch for an hour... Den she went home an i'm stuck here at work wit nothin to do again... So bored tat i fell asleep an snored! T.T mich iz now waitin for mi to finis work an iz going home to change an rest all... Once i finis work den wi'll meet upp awhile for a chat an stuff... My dad jus called mi an ask mi if i can take e rest of e nigh off so tat can go eat temple dinner wit him... It was so temptin... But i'm stil full from lunch... Plus its already 6plus, so its not worth it to take half day off liao... An also i might s well go meet mich like tat right... An den i realised somethin... Regret la! I shul have jus taken e whole day off today! Den i dint have to rush here an ere wit justine inn e mornin, an wi coul have gone shoppin afte tat also... Den when she goes for temple dinner wit my dad, i'll jus meet mich an hang all... Afte tat, wi might even have time to play L4D wit gary if hee finis work late... Haizzz... So pek chek ... Now i stil have 3hrs more to go... I doubt i can jus keep bloggin for 3hrs strait though... Sianz...

job change

damn it... Cant sleep... Seldom happens since i changed job actually... I wake upp pretty late an yet i stil norm feel tire by midnigh... Yeah... New job... :) s a director summo... XD But no power wat so ever... So sad... Stil like a worker ere... Jus director inn name only... E workin hrs of one to ten iz half goood an bad... But more bad i think... I miss out on all e fun others have afte ey knock off at 6pm... By e time i'm done, everyone's going home liao... T.T an i have so little time left wit my baby liao... :( hee stil tries to come down an eat dinner wit mi all... But i guess its very tiring for him... Beca my work's at an expensive place... Hee alwiz grumbles bout e parkin an erp here... Wi had wendy's jus now... Was really nice! An not tat ex too! I wanna go try their cheap 4 bucks meal promos next time! An their frosty ice-cream stuff! Though wi also bought back ben an jerry's ice-cream jus now... Tried e new cookie affair flavor, so so only... Bit too sweet an i guess i'm jus not a fan of cookies an cream... Anyway, enough bout ice-cream, work's been really really borin! I seriously go ere an do NUTIN all day... An its already been 3 months over liao... I cant believe i actually wanna work so badly... Since i'm alwiz e kind tat loves to eat s much snake s i can... Though its nice to finally earn so much for a change... Heh... If business really kicks off an stabilises... My dad will also earn alot from it since hee's e shareholder... Haha... Yes, i'm stil relyin on my dad... Wit no qualifications, i'm really lucky to get this job man... I hope it really goes well so tat baby an i can lead a comfortable life together... An agent actually informed us tat ere was a flat going for 300k at dakota! An e location was damn goood! I was so excited, but when wi drove pass e place, baby said it was a really old flat... :( i hope its still nice inside though... Or hopefully e agent stil got other goood available flats for us... Dint expect her to reply us afte wi told her our 300k budget actually... XD But on one hand i'm worried its too soon for us to get our own place wit not much money all, on e other hand i scare e flat prices will cont to rise plus i really like this area too... Its like such a waste to miss this opportunity like tat... Really hope wi can make e right decision all ba... O ya... Dint mention tat i've been going to church right? Well, stil tryin to feel somethin from it, but nothin... Every wk i go ere an try my best not to fall asleep... Haizzz... I really think ere's no hope for mi man... I'm meant to die a non believer... Though, i do feel its actually beta to think tat wi die an ere's nothin afte tat... Its less tiring tat way... Den to go on to heaven or hell... Anyway, i guess e road's stil long for mi, tins i used to say i'd never do are somehow changin for mi now... Its scary how much i can change inn 7, 8 years man... But hopefully i can one day become a person tat my baby wont wanna leave... ~.~