7th mth

ytd was e start of e chinese 7th mth ghost fest tin rite?? nt like i'm rilly in2 ese tins or wat... but ytd whn we went 2 watch hoodwinked, wch is nt tt fantastic btw... i rilly expected beta la since e trailer looked so nice like tt... but it was pretty lame la... stil had its funny sarcastic parts, but it'd haf bn beta acc w/ a beta plot la... anyway, jas was rilly late... so we went in2 e cinema 1st... lucky e ads v long... den came a scary trailer, mortuary... wch i was tinkin was bit weird 2 show it whn it WAS showin on tt day 2 at gv... den it was scary all so i was jus coverin my eyes e whole time, but it was so freakin long la... n mich was 1/2 coverin 1/2 watchin... so i kept askin her over liao ma... den she was like,"eh, dis trailer even has subtitles ah..." O_O finally her fren pted out,"r we in e wrong cinema??" bwahahahahahahaha... indeed... dumbasses... i din c prop n jus followed e girl infrnt of me earlier on... wahahah... we hurried out cos so scared alrdy... n went in2 e nxt cinema wch was e correct 1... -_-" but hoodwinked stil haven started yet... ads damn long sia... anyway, wat does dis haf 2 do w/ 7th mth?? well, it din hit me ytd or anytime at all i feel... but i was jus tellin my colleagues abt e ytd's stupid cinema incident durin lunch, n den added tt its weird tt e 4 seats we were sittin at e mortuary cinema wasnt taken cos no 1 came 2 shoo us away at all... den my cute colleague said its like dose seats were especially saved 4 us by ahem... cos it was pretty weird tt whn we came, exactly dose 4 seats were empty n e rest of e row was occupied, even e front rows had ppl lor... haha... anyway, maybe e 4 ppl who were supposed 2 b sittin ere were v late or jus sat infrnt cos 2 lazy 2 ask us 2 move... heh... but i'm stil quite spooked by deir ghost ghost convo la... jus nw go toilet tt time damn scared... its nt tt i'm afraid whn i'm in e toilet, its cos i norm take e stairs up 1 flr 2 use deir toilet(cos deirs jus renovated, v nice n clean!! ^_^"), so its e 2 flights of stairs part tt freaks e hell out of me... my imagination jus runs mad man... i'm practically sprintin up n dwn e stairs... haha... yes yes... i'm a scaredy cat... tts y i haven watched a scary show 4 like 5 or 6 yrs liao lor... haha... ~_~"

ulcer victim

another update u've eagerly bn waitin 4... heh... ~_~ nah... bet u guys jus read dis 2 pass time tts all... anyway, i'll stil go on abt my 3 ulcers u guys r sick of listenin 2... haha... sooooooooooooooo painful!!!! T_T at least e 1 near e lower leftside of my lips is healin, but e top riteside 1 stil hurts, n e queen ulcer wch sits on e top of my palette v near e throat area jus grows bigger day by day!! my god!!! its like a tumor man!!! n rilly hurts like fuck!! X( i haf 2 gurgle my mouth w/ tt yucky mouthwash every 3 hrs like tt, cos it starts 2 rilly hurt by den... n i noe i'm nt supposed 2 b eatin any heaty food all, but jas bday party was on sat!! she got $50 worth of tidbits, n e select caterin wch is owned by sum relative of hers, so e food was incredible la!!! hw 2 resist rite?? u guys went, u noe wat i mean... heh... e cheesecake was delicious 2... n e choco cake was nt bad, but i couldnt rilly taste it cos my tongue was stil pretty numb 4m e mouthwash...e appetisers served on dose small spoons was rilly cute la... n e desserts!!! O_O ey're 2 die 4 man, esp e strawberry mousse topped w/ a thick layer of choc!!! ^_^ her party was hosted at her super huge hse of her cousins'!! wch is like twice e land of mine plus tt long drive way... walao... rich ppl sia... -_- heh... den of cos it wouldnt b complete w/out e overnite mj session in 1 of e rms n dun ask me wat tt rm is 4... heh.. it has 2 fridges stock up w/ tins tts all i noe... haha... ate n play ate n play!! hw 2 nt get any sicker rite?? haha... but surprisinly i stil made it 2 work 2dae la... doh i was v v v late... missed my stupid bus... n e nxt bus was super crowded, but i'm rilly lucky la, e old lady infrnt of me took e last seat on e bus so i tot i had 2 std, amazinly, e ang moh infrnt of me actually gave up his seat 4 me!! wow!! lucky or wat sia... heh... ^_^ so anyway, here i m stuck infrnt of my office comp doin nutin again... doh i did do sum parts reg n organisin of name cards dis mornin... heh... my ideal meaninless mornin... nt 2 b z but nt w/out work also... ^_^

bloody time

ok... time 4 my wkly update... i tink i'll jus update once a wk is enuff la... dun feel like riskin my ass off all e time... cos dey spot me doin my other stuff here 90% of e time alrdy... haha... curse dis lousy seat!! XD but anyway, i finally got a new comp!! nt at hme... i meant at work la, at dis lousy seat... heh... e gd tin is e keybrd isnt s noisy s e prev 1, e great tin is, dis 1 has sound card!! so i can blast oops i meant play my music softly... heh... well, new comp w/ sound sys, chck!! new fone, nope!! yeah... stil no fone 4 e pathetic temp staff w/ nw 2 comps on her desk(like sum b z broker sia.. haha..), n even n e-mail acc w/ her own name(ey norm dun gif temp staff e-mail acc, but i'm n exception cos i mite work here aft e temp duration...) but stil no fone?!?! man... i almost got everytin... so anyway, crappy situation at work... i stil work like abt 2 mins out of e 8 hrs a day... bored out of my mind man... i'll b completely grateful whn she gif me any work... but whn i find out e work's only 2 mins long, i immediately grieve tt it'll b over soon... T_T

end of work updates, nw more abt me, i tink i'm agein!!!! X( i saw tt my luff lines were rilly deep, n even whn i stopped smilin, e line was stil pretty visible!!! T_T help!!! i dun wanna look old!! its most prob cos i dun take extra care of my face like applyin dunno wat shit cream n all, even a toner will kill me enuff liao... n e facial wash i'm usin nw is quite dry summo... i'm losin my collagen!! T_T i'm gonna b "oba-san" soon... sobzzzzzzzzzz... e other tin i tot was maybe cos i 2 fat, my face got so much meat ere tts y ey squash 2gether so much wch makes it more diffi 4 e line 2 go away... so i rilly nid 2 slim dwn man... eatin is seriously gonna b e death of me lor... O_O

regardin life w/ frens, alot of hang outs w/ mich sng i wou say... her surprise bday party(her bday's in sep btw... haha...) her farewell gatherin ytd... wch all, i ate alot at!! X( i nid 2 stop eatin man!! but anyway, i stil feel like we're nt rilly meetin up enuff lea... e wk jus passes by horrendously fast n nxt tin i noe, i only played abit w/ u guys, din get 2 watch enuff animes, n everyday, i c sumtin tt i shou take time out 2 do yet i cant seem 2 eva find such a time!! even whn i go str hme aft work, b4 i start on anytin, i realise its past 12 n i hafta slp liao!! walao... whr did all e time fly 2 man?? n at work, i haf so much time but i can only jus stare at e comp screen n do nutin else except e occassional scrollin up or dwn 2 show my bosses i'm stil alive... -_-" arrrrrgggghhhh... irritatin!!! everytin's so screwed man!! X(

aint bloggin

well, i rilly dun fil like bloggin actually... but me n my feelin of responsibility 2 my blog... -_-" anyway, i dun rilly wanna blog all tts hap at work n all... so if u wanted 2 noe, i wou b tellin u in ur face anyway... anyway, all i can say is dis wk aint no gd wk 4 me la... doh i tink nw's pretty clred up all i hope... n tokin 2 my sis sure helped me c n understd beta la.. u noe, tt plcin urself in e other person's shoes tin... wch rilly aint a forte of mine... i'm rilly self-centered huh... if i dun experience e same tin tt person does, i'll never eva tink abt plcin myself in tt person's shoes at all... i wou haf no idea hw 2 imagine it at all... n by doin tt, i'll jus jeopardise all relationships in life... i min, e ppl ard me is fine... i sumhw share similar experiences s em or jus noe em 2 well alrdy... but its dose ppl i dunno tts e prob... n e only tin i v much feel is irritation whn i dun get em... i've set myself 2 b dis immature child who'll never learn n shit... its like i stop time 4 myself n refuse 2 grow up or learn anytin... cos even doh aft dis incident, i realise i shou try 2 understd other ppl's situation 4m deir pt of view, i aint gonna do/tink of tt e nxt time it haps... so ere u haf it, a self-centered bitch here!! X(

n another tin i dun feel like bloggin abt, cos i'll jus b tellin u abt it... dis stupid dream i had last nite... tink its bcos i was sub-consciously tinkin 2 much abt e apology 2 my colleague so i dreamt tt i overslpt e nxt day n was tinkin 2 myself, shit, i wanted 2 apologise yet i din go 2 work, n wats worse, i m supposed 2 let her noe if i eva cant come in 2 work or sumtin... so i jus felt like totally screwed up n lousy, like e matter's jus gonna snowball n all... but luckily tts jus a dream huh... n i dreamt abt other tins wch jus baffled me n dun rilly wish 2 blog abt 2...

anyway, i woke up 2 e sky pourin n all... so i new it was my lucky day... can slp summo n i wun b goin 2 work late again like every other mornin cos my dad will fetch me... heh... n i can also greet my colleague n make my sincere apology... so nw i tink all's fine... at least she told me so... i rilly do hope so man... i like dis plc rilly... i dun wanna go lor... haizzz.... Y_Y

crazy mondare

update update time... i dun tink its gonna b ez 4 me 2 update nwadays... y?? cos my seat rilly sux... n cos i'm also lazy 2 update la... heh... XD anyway, ey're in a meetin rite nw, tts y i dare 2 type dis shit k... wanted 2 update ytd actually but had no time n all... i actually DO haf work 2 do nw... haha... seems like my cute colleague's finally passin sum stuff 4 me 2 do... its nt tt bad la... at least i wun b bored all e time n haf 2 act like i'm workin whn e boss can c my comp screen...

anyway, wanted 2 update abt e crazy mon we had... went 4 e big gatherin on mon nite at pw's mac cafe... y big?? cos mich sng's back 4m aust n we all met up... a few din come doh... but anyway, e last part whn i desperately wanted 2 go hme cos ey started playin e stupid dare game, ey din let me!!! kept tryin 2 make me lose e no guessin game so tt i'd forfeit... asses.... -_- but luck was on my side~~~ ^_^ haha... e dumb part was i kept comin up w/ forfeit ideas tt made em wanted 2 take revenge on me lor... so ey kissed, french kissed, touch each other's boobs n drum e stupid dustbin 2 e soccer cheer song... wahahaha.... XD almost every1 did sumtin stupid n it was stil nt my turn yet... so e last rd whr angele n jas kena forfeit again, dumbass mich sng suggested tt i do e forfeit instd, den i'm allowed 2 finally go hme... -_-* so tinkin like wth, jus wanna go hme n slp so tt can wake up e nxt day, i agreed... n guess wat?!?! smart asses... use my idea of bitin ears 4 my forfeit!! X( angele din rilly bite my ear off, but jas sure seemed like she wanted a pc of my ear 2 bring hme w/ her lor!!! crazy.... T_T my poor bruised up ear rec such a bad trauma sia... n i literally had tears escapin my eyes.... T_T so wat a stupid game dare is... XP

attn mich

ok... finally, back 2 update again... i tink only mich has bn complainin abt my lack of updates... so y shou i risk my ass typin here infnt of all my bosses 4 n audience of ONE?!?! but ok, i'm a nice person... n u're my best fren bonded by $$... wahahah... XD anyway, was transferred 2 another dept e whole of last wk 2 help out... n man, dey had chunks n stacks of mountain high B/Ls n invoices 2 sort man... n my usual 5 hrs of play time slowly decreased day by day till i only had less dan n hr left... T_T but i stil managed 2 finis all deir stuff b4 i left la... heh... i'm nw back w/ my cute colleague again... she n my 3 'bosses' r back 4m deir business trip liao... so i've got hardly any work 2 do again here n 'bosses' eyes all behind my back... -_-" sianzzzzz... last wk's seat was superb man!! can c who's comin all... so i actually read manga durin my play time... haha.. tts y din blog also la... whahaha... n summo only had 2 other yg jap 'bosses' who dun rilly care 1 lor... lucky lucky!! ^_^ actually i kinda enjoyed bein at tt dept instd lor, aldoh got work 2 do... but at least i wun b constantly bored like nw... but 2dae ey hired 2 more girls 2 help out at tt dept liao... T_T so i'm guessin ere's no chance 4 me 2 go help out ere liao... T_T sad sad...

anyway, other tins besides my work work n work... -_- i was sick e whole of last wk, so everyday aft work jus go hme... even fri also jus go hme... -_- super no life sia... but sat, i risk my illness n went out shoppin w/ jas n mich... bought super alot of stuff la... spent over $160 lor... finally got a new bag 2 carry 2 work!! ^_^ i love e bag loads la... saw it since last last sat actually... cannot get it out of my head since... no other bags coul change my mind lor... haha... so i'm happy... n bought lots of clothes 4 work... heh... nw i dun haf 2 buy anymore clothes 4 e rest of dis yr liao... bought a whole wardrobe worth of it lor... heh... only tin left is shoes la... sum nicer lookin slippers or sandals dan my current ripples slippers la... but i rilly damn picky sia... ~_~" anyway, big gatherin later at pw... maybe can shop ard pw 4 e shoes... heh... :)