aint bloggin

well, i rilly dun fil like bloggin actually... but me n my feelin of responsibility 2 my blog... -_-" anyway, i dun rilly wanna blog all tts hap at work n all... so if u wanted 2 noe, i wou b tellin u in ur face anyway... anyway, all i can say is dis wk aint no gd wk 4 me la... doh i tink nw's pretty clred up all i hope... n tokin 2 my sis sure helped me c n understd beta la.. u noe, tt plcin urself in e other person's shoes tin... wch rilly aint a forte of mine... i'm rilly self-centered huh... if i dun experience e same tin tt person does, i'll never eva tink abt plcin myself in tt person's shoes at all... i wou haf no idea hw 2 imagine it at all... n by doin tt, i'll jus jeopardise all relationships in life... i min, e ppl ard me is fine... i sumhw share similar experiences s em or jus noe em 2 well alrdy... but its dose ppl i dunno tts e prob... n e only tin i v much feel is irritation whn i dun get em... i've set myself 2 b dis immature child who'll never learn n shit... its like i stop time 4 myself n refuse 2 grow up or learn anytin... cos even doh aft dis incident, i realise i shou try 2 understd other ppl's situation 4m deir pt of view, i aint gonna do/tink of tt e nxt time it haps... so ere u haf it, a self-centered bitch here!! X(

n another tin i dun feel like bloggin abt, cos i'll jus b tellin u abt it... dis stupid dream i had last nite... tink its bcos i was sub-consciously tinkin 2 much abt e apology 2 my colleague so i dreamt tt i overslpt e nxt day n was tinkin 2 myself, shit, i wanted 2 apologise yet i din go 2 work, n wats worse, i m supposed 2 let her noe if i eva cant come in 2 work or sumtin... so i jus felt like totally screwed up n lousy, like e matter's jus gonna snowball n all... but luckily tts jus a dream huh... n i dreamt abt other tins wch jus baffled me n dun rilly wish 2 blog abt 2...

anyway, i woke up 2 e sky pourin n all... so i new it was my lucky day... can slp summo n i wun b goin 2 work late again like every other mornin cos my dad will fetch me... heh... n i can also greet my colleague n make my sincere apology... so nw i tink all's fine... at least she told me so... i rilly do hope so man... i like dis plc rilly... i dun wanna go lor... haizzz.... Y_Y