to you

2 tt sum1 out ere, doh i noe u hardly ever read my blog... i hope u get out of ur unbearable love soon... its nt like i'm strong or anytin... i jus made a choice n did my best 2 stick 2 it... i noe urs is much harder... but its stil nt a "i cant do it at all" tin actually... haizzz... i've already told u all of dese anyway... ere's nutin else left 2 say already...jus tt u feel so sad yet i cant help u... makes me feel v failure 2... 2 nt b able 2 comfort a fren in pain... all i can do is listen 2 u... n seriously, literally only listen... cos anytin i say wou b rendered useless n impossible 2 u... haizzz... i jus hope u at least get tt gd slp u've bn wishin 4 so badly.... n i hope tt mth comes soon 2 whn u'll finally b freed 4m his clutches... so dry ur tears n swt dreams girl....

haizzz.... i noe jus nw over e phone i told u tt u din bring up bad memories whn u were pourin out 2 me... but i guess tts nt entirely true... n summo rite aft we hung up, my sis came hme n poured out 2 me abt her work 2... she cried a lil... den it started 2 unrevel e ril prob tts buggin her... n tt is, she has no frens... she only has, her bf, me, mom n dad... haizzz... i dunno... i guess bein poured out 2 4 a few hrs str, i got pretty affected aftall... so i'm jus feelin sad nw la...

i din manage 2 publish dis entry jus nw actually... but i'm feelin beta nw... cos my sis n i ended up watchin densha otoko jus nw... wch is rilly nice btw... anyway, its nite time nw n i dun feel like bloggin... feel quite slpy nw... maybe cos i'm feelin sick nw... wch btw i was sick early dis wk, tts y i din haf e mood 2 blog... well, guess i goin 2 slp nw la... nitezzZZzzz~~~