swimmin feast

went swimmin ytd 2 supposedly burn off e fats tt i've bn accumulatin by slpin on it e past wk... but guess wat?? we went 2 old air port hawker aft tt.... -_-" i tink i def ate back wat i swam off or maybe even gained back more!! T_T o well, it was loads of fun anyway... ere was jas, me, sw n jeremy... we tok lotsa crap, bitchin abt fat n skinny ppl n so on... haha... sorry 4 bitchin again... T_T anyway, it was thanks 2 e bloody rain tt we got stuck ere n had 2 bitch 2 entertain ourselves wat... haha... well, enuff of bitchin, i rilly wonder if i can eva live w/out bitchin... sadzzzzz....

haizzz... wateva... let's move on... nw's anime time!! ^_^ noe e anime called monster?? well, i've bn watchin it since last last yr i tink whn it 1st came out... i hate e drawin, but e story's pretty interestin... slowly, n i mean v s~low~ly unrevelin e mystery all... so sumtimes, i'd dread watchin it cos i got lost at whr it was supposed 2 b goin n all... anyway, i may haf 4gotten parts of e story liao... haha... but rite nw, i'm dwn 2 e last few epis, epi 72... in fact ytd i watched 4m epi 62 all e way til epi 72 at 1 shot!! it was so bloody interestin man, eyes completely glued 2 e screen n clickin on next immediately once e endin song came up... sadly, even doh i've got e last 2 epis, 73 n 74, but i gotta wait 4 my sis 2 watch em 1st den i can get my hands on em... T_T dun ask me y.. its a long story... haha... anyway, i dun wanna describe wats e story abt all, so jus gonna tok abt dis 1 tin... 1 of e characters grew up in a torture chamber orphanage, bein tortured, tested on n all everyday,thus he lost human feelins... even whn his own son died, he couldnt cry or feel sad... anyway, twisted s he is, he's stil a kind person who helps kids n e ppl he meets... but its nt like he's doin it 4m e bttm of his heart, but bcos he was told tt e rite tin 2 do is 2 help ppl, tt whn sumtin gd hap he was supposed 2 smile n frown whn its bad... basically, he tries his best 2 act out e emotions wch he lost... but e last part b4 he dies, he finally cries real tears n says tt he is nt cryin bcos he's gonna die, but he finally feels sad tt his son died, tt he din lose his feelins, dose feelins were jus hidden sumwhr in him all dis time... den he dies... T_T den another was sayin tt its wrong 4 1 2 rob away e feelins of another, tt humans cannot live w/out feelins... basically, human emotion n all is supposedly a v impt tin in e show or at least at tt time n plc, e aft war kinda germany... but in dis day n age, ere's ppl voluntarily tryin 2 lose deir own feelins, numbin emselves til dey dun fil anytin anymore... we r all born w/ feelins n w/ e environment we grow up in, feelins develop in2 a big part of us... we're nt hollow robots at all... never will b... its impossible 4 us 2 lose our feelins at all... haizzzz... crap... dun listen 2 me... wch u dun anyway... -_- i shou go watch summo anime nw n 4get abt myself... tata~~~ XP