exhausted dreamer

woke up nt long again... slpt 8 hrs dis time... i dunno if i'm jus tired or wat anymore... i'm startin 2 tink all e tins tts buggin me is makin me escape 2 dreamland.. doh it aint tt nice in dreamland either... bad dreams 1 aft another... i wake up feelin worse dan crap... but e silverlinin of it all is, it was only a dream... unlike tins tts rilly happenin in ur bloody life... u cant wake up 4m em... u jus haf it piled up higher n higher in ur troubles zone... i already feel exhausted jus by tinkin of all e fuckin tins goin on...

anyway, i dunno if i can stil go back n slp 2nite... i haf 2 wake up early tml... god... my slpin illness isnt v helpful at all... it jus makes me slp whn i most prob dun rilly nid 2 or shouldnt at all, n e crucial times like dese whn i haf 2 wake up early e nxt day, it fails me completely... hw many mornins haf i gone super dazed, hw many aftnns haf i curled up in bed n snoozed off, hw many outins haf i missed cos i was 2 tired n hw many times haf i disappointed u guys by slpin.......

i guess, all i jus wanna say nw is, i'm rilly v exhausted....................