bugis village
my god... seriously... bugis village is a scary plc man... ere's jus so much tins 2 look at!! tins, tins, tins n more tins!! i was already in my usual exhausted state 2dae, n aft goin thru tt plc, i'm way way infinitely worned out!! n even whn i saw sumtin i liked, i wouldnt try it cos sumhw i had dis feelin i'd c it again at a cheaper shop dwn e lane or sumtin... so havin so many shops crammed up in a plc is pretty bad 4 deir businesses man... anyway, both jas n i ended up buyin 1 tin each only... haha... she bought a cap n i got a denim 3 quarts... dis is e 2nd denim 3 quarts i bought, cos e 1st 1 wasnt e perfect 1 i've bn lookin 4... n dis 1 aint e perfect 1 either... wahaha... XD o well, ere mus b side kicks 2 make e ultimate perfect 1 look like e ONE wat.... heh... ~_~"
anyway, here comes e super ridiculous disturbin philosophies of mine... besides e dyin tots, i've tots abt y i tink dis way n all... e brain works, tots r bein generated, den expressed in words, read by e eyes or heard by e ears, den processed by e mind, makin one's self believe in it... wat i min is, e words tt were used, 4 example adjectives 2 describe one's self or sumtin... den even if its nt true, but by tinkin, sayin/writin n learnin/knowin abt it, one starts 2 believe it 2 b true... n e power of one's belifs may b e most powerful tin... so a personality u never had wou b borned... n since its fake, u can actually jus erase it out of ur system, but whn u've psychoed urself in2 it 4 2 long, dis task will seem impossible... but come 2 tink of it, all personality traits r created along e way s we grow up isnt it?? doesnt it make em all fake den in dis way?? wch min we can alwiz create n erase em if we had enuff determination... so basically, our lives r our own, we make e choices ourselves, wat we r or do is bcos we chose 2... doh our decisions can also b affected by others n we can also affect others... hmmm.... u noe wat?? i lost e pt 2 whr all dis tok was goin... haha... ~_~" 1 whole big rd n i stil solve nutin, but jus made me waste time n inflict more pain on my already v damaged brain... haha... XD
anyway, here comes e super ridiculous disturbin philosophies of mine... besides e dyin tots, i've tots abt y i tink dis way n all... e brain works, tots r bein generated, den expressed in words, read by e eyes or heard by e ears, den processed by e mind, makin one's self believe in it... wat i min is, e words tt were used, 4 example adjectives 2 describe one's self or sumtin... den even if its nt true, but by tinkin, sayin/writin n learnin/knowin abt it, one starts 2 believe it 2 b true... n e power of one's belifs may b e most powerful tin... so a personality u never had wou b borned... n since its fake, u can actually jus erase it out of ur system, but whn u've psychoed urself in2 it 4 2 long, dis task will seem impossible... but come 2 tink of it, all personality traits r created along e way s we grow up isnt it?? doesnt it make em all fake den in dis way?? wch min we can alwiz create n erase em if we had enuff determination... so basically, our lives r our own, we make e choices ourselves, wat we r or do is bcos we chose 2... doh our decisions can also b affected by others n we can also affect others... hmmm.... u noe wat?? i lost e pt 2 whr all dis tok was goin... haha... ~_~" 1 whole big rd n i stil solve nutin, but jus made me waste time n inflict more pain on my already v damaged brain... haha... XD
posted by reiyang at 3:58 AM
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