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another chpt of my life has finally closed ba... a 2 yr long chpt... i rilly tot i was gonna do wat i did 4 e rest of my life, but life's jus like tt huh... unpredictable n ever-chngin... nw a new chpt has started 4 me, but i seriously dunno hw long it'll last 2... but i dun rilly fil like tokin abt it liao... cos i tink 4 e past 3wks i've bn workin ere, i've toked abt it non-stop... n ere's a limit 2 hw much ppl can take... but bein me, i will alwiz push ova e limit n annoy ppl b4 i get it... well, i m actually a talkative person since yg... but whl goin thru life's experiences, i start 2 fear tokin... but every once in awhl, it gets unleashed esp whn i get excited ova sumtin... i was rilly close 2 bein a mute 4 e past few mths of my prev job... all i cou do was play bridge n listen 2 wat every1 had 2 say... but aft switchin 2 dis new job, i got my voice back... but unfortunately, its e irritatin voice la... n besides irritatin, its also rilly mean... so even doh u guys say u love me, ere's a limit 2 tt love... n i may 1 day eventually go over tt limit...

anyway, i watched a live-action jus nw wch said tt love is painful n tough... n seriously, i rilly do agree, i wou rather stay ignorant n block-headed 4eva den 2 fil 4 ppl... n dis feelin is alwiz qn n ridiculed by my mind... i jus cant blif in it in e 1st plc... i dun trust it bein genuine at all... ere's jus no such tin s self-sacrifice, ere's only calculations... so its rilly stupid 2 get hurt by sumtin fake...doh e hurt is also arranged 2 take plc accordinly thanks 2 e calculations, thus makin it fake in a way 2... -_- rubbish... its all rubbish!! pls.... i dun wan so many chpts or pgs in my life pls..................