version 2
damnit... X( ey came out w/ version 2 whl i was stil 1/2 way d/lin v1... http://a.scarywater.net/naruto/[TW]_Death_Note_EP01v2_[9751C0B5].avi.torrent hope ere wun b any v3 or v4 man... shou i change fansubber?? live-evil jus rel deirs 2... but i dun rilly trust live-evil... XP heh... anyway, bloody hell my connection so fuckin slow rite nw... rilly choose rite time 2 lag man... haizzz... wanted 2 jus post up e link n go actually... but well, got bit of mood 2 update... ~_~ mainly fed up w/ coughin like mad since 1am like tt... -_- so i pretty much gave up tryin 2 slp since i had 2 keep gettin up 2 spit e phelgm... -_- bein sick rilly sux... hw cou i haf 4gotten hw sickenin it is 2 b sick n stil gobbled up tt box of tim tams?? -_- dumbass is i...
maybe i shou blog sum ril updates since i've bn runnin away 4m dis 4 quite sum time liao... let's c, i'm pretty much happy w/ e way tins r except 4 me bein fat... T_T livin e way i m, throwin all pride n dignity out e window n jus bummin off my parents... -_- haizzz... i wonder hw i can b so thick-skinned sumtimes... actually, nah... i dun haf 2 wonder, i alwiz new i'm rotten... a rotten ass bum... -_- anyway, dis rotten ass bum has bn livin quite luxuriously... watchin animes alot, wakin up pretty late cos her dad din haf e heart 2 drag her out of bed(he can guess she was watchin anime till mornin anyway...) goin out w/ frens whn evenin comes(tts like 2-3hrs aft she wakes up), thus skippin out on dad's supposed fx tutorin... hell, i'm seriously livin e high live of a bum wch i've got nutin 2 b proud of rilly........ -_- anyway, it stil wouldnt b complete w/out dad's naggin... abt hw i cannot bum like tt if nt hw 2 cont survivin nxt time whn ahem ahem... haizzz... i def m afraid whn tt time comes actually... nt bein sheltered anymore... but sumhw, i haf dis feelin i mite die pretty yg 2... like e lifestyle i'm leadin all, i mite nt live pass 30 man... or at best, last till 40 la... i mean my body keeps breakin dwn so often, n i can feel it in my bones man tt cancer or diabetes is on e way... but tt mite jus b wishful tinkin la... XD
anyway, crap abt livin life 2 e fullest, workin hard n experiencin new tins... u live u die n tts over... its crap abt aftlife, nxt life n shit... so wat if i've only got 1 chance 2 live life?? ere's no meanin in anytin tt i experience nw anyway, cos i die n 4get, e ppl ard me also die n 4get... everytin gets 4gotten... so i rilly dun c any meanin in botherin... well, it is individual's preferrences... i like nt botherin, whl others like workin hard n gettin deir rewards... we're all doin wat we like... so tts jus hw it is isnt it?? ahhh... i din rilly cough e whole time i was bloggin... ^_^ heh... tink focusin on sumtin else helps man... doh i stil gotta try 2 go back 2 slp again later... haizzz.... T_T
maybe i shou blog sum ril updates since i've bn runnin away 4m dis 4 quite sum time liao... let's c, i'm pretty much happy w/ e way tins r except 4 me bein fat... T_T livin e way i m, throwin all pride n dignity out e window n jus bummin off my parents... -_- haizzz... i wonder hw i can b so thick-skinned sumtimes... actually, nah... i dun haf 2 wonder, i alwiz new i'm rotten... a rotten ass bum... -_- anyway, dis rotten ass bum has bn livin quite luxuriously... watchin animes alot, wakin up pretty late cos her dad din haf e heart 2 drag her out of bed(he can guess she was watchin anime till mornin anyway...) goin out w/ frens whn evenin comes(tts like 2-3hrs aft she wakes up), thus skippin out on dad's supposed fx tutorin... hell, i'm seriously livin e high live of a bum wch i've got nutin 2 b proud of rilly........ -_- anyway, it stil wouldnt b complete w/out dad's naggin... abt hw i cannot bum like tt if nt hw 2 cont survivin nxt time whn ahem ahem... haizzz... i def m afraid whn tt time comes actually... nt bein sheltered anymore... but sumhw, i haf dis feelin i mite die pretty yg 2... like e lifestyle i'm leadin all, i mite nt live pass 30 man... or at best, last till 40 la... i mean my body keeps breakin dwn so often, n i can feel it in my bones man tt cancer or diabetes is on e way... but tt mite jus b wishful tinkin la... XD
anyway, crap abt livin life 2 e fullest, workin hard n experiencin new tins... u live u die n tts over... its crap abt aftlife, nxt life n shit... so wat if i've only got 1 chance 2 live life?? ere's no meanin in anytin tt i experience nw anyway, cos i die n 4get, e ppl ard me also die n 4get... everytin gets 4gotten... so i rilly dun c any meanin in botherin... well, it is individual's preferrences... i like nt botherin, whl others like workin hard n gettin deir rewards... we're all doin wat we like... so tts jus hw it is isnt it?? ahhh... i din rilly cough e whole time i was bloggin... ^_^ heh... tink focusin on sumtin else helps man... doh i stil gotta try 2 go back 2 slp again later... haizzz.... T_T
posted by reiyang at 3:49 AM
4 Comments:
u decided to come back to blogging n start writing abt ur depressing theories again..sobz..aniwae..i tink i'll die b4 u lor..so thrs NO WAY u can die at 30..im gonna live till like 200..hehe..
ya... it seems 2 help me keep my mind off tt ready 2 come out cough... haha... anyway, its another of my theories... u belif u'll die at 30, u'll die at 30... cos ur head will also psycho ur body 2 prep e breakin dwn process... so wat u belif is wat u get whether u like it or nt... so u blif u'll live till 200, den u.......... ~_~" lets jus c hw it goes la... XD
excuse me..if u die when u believe u'll die u wun get ppl dying so young..dats juz plain nonsense..lolz..i dun mind being 00 or 000000..=x -mich
you won't know if its meaningless, people striving for their dreams, and some living them, until you actually try, and hopefully get there.
the meaning is in fulfilment, the feeling, the "knowing", or for some, it's in making someone else happy.
knowing you're not doing something you should be doing, yet turning a blind eye/deaf ear to it must be the most painful thing.
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