hayama akito

ahhhhhhhhhh~~~ I LOVE KODOCHA!!! ^_^ i've finally got e time 2 take out e whole series n start watchin em... e last time i stopped at epi 50... nw i've jus finis watchin another 30 epis... dey're finally in junior high... heh... hayama akito's sooooooooooooooo cute!!! actually nt cute, he's so coooooollllll!!! XD~~~~ heh... cant help droolin over him man... heh... n nw he's even taller!! wayyyy taller~~~ lk soooo skinny all... XD~~~ heh... ahhhh... i love obana's drawins... everybody lks so skinny... heh... like ai yazawa's nana... ^_^ sadly bokura ga ita's nt tt skinny lea... but ok la... nt fat either la... but rite nw, i rilly prefer hayama 2 yano... cos stupid yano keeps abusin my poor nana... T_T lie 2 her all... doh i noe he loves her tts y he lied la... but hayama...... aahhhhhhh~~~ XD~~~ his badass cool attitude... his eyes, his expressions, his reactions, e way he toks, moves, walks.... ^________^ but e subbin was horrendous lor... def rubbish subbin 1/2 e time lor... but at least it forces me 2 stop relyin on e subs n try 2 listen 2 wat ey're rilly sayin... doh my jap stil sux big time la... still only understd e easy common phrases... haizzz haizzz... 4 yrs of anime liao lea... stil at dis lvl... T_T sad sad...

anyway, was pretty depressed last wk i tink... dunno y also... maybe cos i'm fat?? haha... but aft watchin kodocha, tink my mood's all beta again... ^_^ i actually wanted 2 finis watchin all e kodocha epis by 2dae, but wat 2 do... i actually haf a life... ppl actually wanna spend time w/ me... haha... XP ah well, i do tink i'm gonna bcome a hermit soon... w/ no job n stuff, i'll b shuttin myself in all e time, unless u guys call me out la... n if tt job agency woman rilly never call me, wch i do hope so la, den i tink i rilly wanna lead my life like tt 4ever liao... no more ctt w/ any1 else bsides e ppl i noe nw, most prob try rilly rilly hard 2 start gettin involved w/ my dad's forex... if nt hw 2 survive rite?? ha... livin like tt til i die... but life never goes e way i plan em... its so ptless 2 even plan man... its even more ptless 2 blog... -_- arrggghhh... tinkin abt life alwiz frustrates me huh... its only whn i'm engrossed in my animes tt its actually pleasant... doh e topics 2 tok abt w/ ppl is greatly lessen... i rilly haf nutin 2 tok abt w/ ppl anymore... ere's like dis barrier ard me liao... n bcos i belif so strongly in it 2, i guess, i'll rilly bcome a hermit... hmmm... i'm repeatin rnt i?? i tink i rilly dunno whr dis blog entry is goin....... -_-