late asses

i slpt at 3am last nite... T_T so tired... T_T 1stly, ytd was thurs, my go hme n watch tv day... but!! cos ey wanted 2 get e ticks 4 genting, ey insisted tt i go 2... T_T ah well... its a freakin trip anyway, ere's no way i'll jus close my eyes n ask others 2 choose 4 me... haha... $92... bye bye $92... T_T but o well, hello theme park!! ^_^ n also dis will b my 1st trip w/ u guys!! ^_^ it'll b so much diffe 4m goin w/ my fam, more troublesome, less $$, but more bridge n FUN!! wahaahha... ok, so i went chinatown 2 wait 4 em, sw was a bit late, mich was BIG LATE s usual even doh i called her like every min 2 hrs b4 meetin time 2 call her 2 get ready n nt b late!! -_-" jas worked til quite late 2... haizzz... u guys wan me 2 go out but u're alwiz late!! X( ok, jas is norm late cos of work, n tt i noe she cant rilly help it, but mich!!! i swear u're shortenin my life by makin me soooooo aggravated all e time!! doh tts nt rilly a bad tin.. XP anyway, u're late 4 stupid reasons like cant choose wat 2 wear, stuck on ur comp, cant wake up, etc... even whn i keep remindin u every min 4 2 hrs nt 2 do stupid tins rite b4 u meet us, u'll say ya la ya la n go on ur comp e nxt SEC!!! ass...... -_-" ah ah... i'm actually rilly tired of naggin abt ur tardiness... 4 1 whole wk it has bn comin out of my mouth like vomit... i'm tired of vomittin man... pls learn ur own self discipline... ur teacher nids 2 go on sick leave... =_=

anyway, i went hme quite late ytd, missed 2/3s of e drew carey show... but def caught less dan perfect!! ^_^ so anyway, by e time i bathed n all, it was 12.. like wtf.... -_- but wasnt slpy at all, so had 2 watch sum animes 2 slp, ok, u guys can stop readin nw cos dis is of no concern 2 u at all... i watched bokura ga ita... so NICE!!! its such a typical shoujo story 4 typical girls, but ya, tts wat i m... haha... but yano's so.... wow... cute, gentlemenly, yet irresponsible, but get tins tt rilly nid 2 b done done, haf tt v strong presence... ah.... he so perfect in a way... heh... n even doh e girl's pathetic in her own way, even doh she noes tt she has so many flaws, but i love e way she toks back... its witty n all 4 such a soft spoken gentle voice... hmmm... i min u gotta rilly hear her voice la den u'll noe wat i min... its so fragile dose kind, but it mite jus b e fake 1 she puts up most of e time cos it does chnge whn she's flarin up la... heh... witty ppl... my office has alot of such ppl actually, but i cant say anytin back... i can only smile or luff... so pathetic i m... so anyway, i admire her la, even doh hw badly she tinks of herself... cos i alwiz liked dis kind of witty ppl but i'm jus afraid of tokin 2 em... afraid of em lookin at me waitin 4 my come back yet i can only stare at em, w/ nutin goin thru my mind at all... T_T i sux so bad man... haizzz... anyway, i'm depressed enuff la... tinkin of hw i'm such n empty vessel n tts y i can only act cute n b stupid... haizzz... hw i rilly wish i was livin in e death note world... den i wou b killed by kira 4 bein a slacker w/ no aim... heh... n so fun, havin so many ppl die everyday... n wats so bad abt a heart attack?? i tink tts a pretty gd way 2 die lor... XD