aunt tiethird
dis is 1 2 many updates 4 u huh... ere is no 1 who wanna read such negative tots of mine rite... i noe i shou jus escape 2 my animes n bury myself in it instd... but i dunno y i keep comin back here 2 vent it all out... X( e bitterness i feel is rite up 2 my throat n i'm tryin my hardest 2 stop myself 4m vomittin it all out...
e trigger dis time wou b my sis... n o paranoid me wou b able 2 lump everytin 2gether n make sumtin out of nutin... conspiracy theories or e "truth" or wateva, u name it, chances r i've alrdy came up w/ it... n ese assumptions of mine wou cos ese snowball effects, thus, here i m bloggin... ha... -_-"
anyway, gettin back on track, my sis' discouragin behaviour is e trigger... well, tt may nt b true since i'm e kind of person who jus love 2 find sum1 or sumtin 2 blame so tt i actually haf sumtin 2 blog abt... -_- so dun blif anytin u read here bcos it all came 4m a delusional nutcase... so anyway, s i was sayin, e perpetrator 4 all ese discouragin remarks n reactions is nt only my sis, but also almost every single person i pass by... obviously i've only got my own self 2 blame 4 it in e 1st plc, but tts nt my pt... my pt is, i'm soft, softer dan even a freakin baby... n i dun mean physically la... i meant it like a spoilt brat kinda way... tt i seem 2 live on ppl's encouragement... so whn e whole world's against me, i crumble... its weird, cos i dun norm gif a damn abt wat any1 tinks n all, yet dis time it jus feels so darn miserable 2 nt b approved of?? but wateva... i'll get over it... it jus rilly bugs me at e moment...
n i noe, tt e tins tt sprout out of my mouth r useless... i mean ey r nutin compared 2 ur probs of marriage n work, a ril job wch i dun haf... i min its like jus realisin tt my life's a bloody lie... ere's nutin worth it at all... a sham tts wat it is... n i jus dun c e pt in cont it... i'm like a waste of ppl's time?? so ya, i shou nt tok abt anytin related 2 me anymore rite... until i actually get a ril job n contribute 2 dis family rite... -_-
god... dis is wat i mean... i'm jus full of disgustin bitterness... -_-
e trigger dis time wou b my sis... n o paranoid me wou b able 2 lump everytin 2gether n make sumtin out of nutin... conspiracy theories or e "truth" or wateva, u name it, chances r i've alrdy came up w/ it... n ese assumptions of mine wou cos ese snowball effects, thus, here i m bloggin... ha... -_-"
anyway, gettin back on track, my sis' discouragin behaviour is e trigger... well, tt may nt b true since i'm e kind of person who jus love 2 find sum1 or sumtin 2 blame so tt i actually haf sumtin 2 blog abt... -_- so dun blif anytin u read here bcos it all came 4m a delusional nutcase... so anyway, s i was sayin, e perpetrator 4 all ese discouragin remarks n reactions is nt only my sis, but also almost every single person i pass by... obviously i've only got my own self 2 blame 4 it in e 1st plc, but tts nt my pt... my pt is, i'm soft, softer dan even a freakin baby... n i dun mean physically la... i meant it like a spoilt brat kinda way... tt i seem 2 live on ppl's encouragement... so whn e whole world's against me, i crumble... its weird, cos i dun norm gif a damn abt wat any1 tinks n all, yet dis time it jus feels so darn miserable 2 nt b approved of?? but wateva... i'll get over it... it jus rilly bugs me at e moment...
n i noe, tt e tins tt sprout out of my mouth r useless... i mean ey r nutin compared 2 ur probs of marriage n work, a ril job wch i dun haf... i min its like jus realisin tt my life's a bloody lie... ere's nutin worth it at all... a sham tts wat it is... n i jus dun c e pt in cont it... i'm like a waste of ppl's time?? so ya, i shou nt tok abt anytin related 2 me anymore rite... until i actually get a ril job n contribute 2 dis family rite... -_-
god... dis is wat i mean... i'm jus full of disgustin bitterness... -_-
posted by reiyang at 1:48 AM
1 Comments:
haha finally sum pix. but i saw all on multiply aniwae. quite cool when u can tie it so many ways. btw gt one pic u look like a cute butch. hmm. hahahaha. n its 'one persons wish.' not 'one persons wishes.'lolz. n stop being so ngt la. n like jas said, enuff wif the short forms!i dun understand half of wat ur writing!!!rant rant rant!! okok 7th soon so stop the depression alredi man. juz keep it till our '7th' den u can vomit it out to me.haha. love u always la k. u noe we do. hw many times must we say it for u to believe it man.
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