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at last... e bday mth is finally over... e last bday chalet was great btw... we ate, played mj, ey smoked, we played new card game, ey smoked summo, we ate again, played summo mj, we slpt, we ate, we took lotsa pics, we played mj, we break 2 eat, we cont playin mj, we break 2 cut cake n of cos eat cake 2 n had a photo takin session again, n back 2 our mj... n look at e time!!! i headed hme at last... so tt sums it all up... haha.. c a pattern?? eat, sumtin, eat, sumtin, eat!! i swear my stomach's a bttmless pit man... -_-" anyway, sw's bday party is e last food stuffin event 4 jul liao... nxt bday wou b mich but tts in sep anyway... but unfortunately, here comes aug babies!! 1/2 my fam is born in aug lor... T_T ere's no end 2 dis eatin fest man.... X( but happy advanced bday justine!!! since we wun b celebratin urs... wahahah... we celebratin mom's 1 2nite... eatin yet again at pizza hut!! tryin e new pizza out!! looks cheezy!! ^_^
ytd, i was typin n entry actually, but due 2 no time, had work 2 finis up, i din manage 2 publish it... it was nutin much... jus abt hw i wish i was 17 again... cos i was listenin 2 round table feat. nino... ey sang e op 4 chobits... n it reminded me of back den... whn i jus started 2 slide out of livin in plain misery n enjoyin e tins in life rilly... droppin out of poly, nt thinkin n carin so much abt e future, indulgin in animes 2 n extreme... basically, life rilly began 4 me at 17 ba... well, more like i closed 1 life n started a new 1... but i was happy... rilly happy... i never 4got e excited feelin in my tummy... knowin tt i din haf 2 go 2 sch anymore, dun haf 2 face ppl anymore, jus isolate myself in my rm w/ my life time companion(my comp)... but yet stil connected 2 e rest of e world whl online... i dunno... i jus felt like i coul do anytin 4m jus tt spot... jus lurkin ard in all tt many overseas n local anime channels, jus made me feel like everybody's ard me w/out me rilly facin anybody at all... heh... n rmb e riceball channel i opned n u guys visited me ere 4m time 2 time 2 chk if i was still alive?? wahaha... e late nite chats abt nutin but rubbish!! n weird visitors chkin wats w/ e crowded channel!! heh... tt was fun!! ^_^ nutin mattered den... nt e time nt e day, nutin!! i watch anime whnever i wanted, played online games whn i was tired of watchin, chat w/ ppl whn i was toked 2, eat whn i was hungry, slpt whn i was tired... day n nite meant nutin 2 me... i slpt at anytime of e day... infact i din even haf a reg slpin time den... i rmb ere was a period whr i jus slpt 4 2 hrs n woke up 4 another 2 hrs n slpt e nxt 2 hrs again contly... well, i guess u coul say i jus felt rilly safe kept up in tt hse w/ my baby s e link 2 e outside world... ahhh.... but guess u guys wun understd tt feelin cos u're nt isolated freaks like me... maybe justine can understd, but rmb dis kinda lifestyle cant last 4eva... unless u're a rich bastard who doesnt haf 2 work n stil haf lotsa $$ la... heh... ok, dis entry is so borin i prob put u guys in a coma alrdy... heh... o well, i jus had 2 do sum bloggin since i haf no work 4 2dae at all... sianzzzz... -_-
ytd, i was typin n entry actually, but due 2 no time, had work 2 finis up, i din manage 2 publish it... it was nutin much... jus abt hw i wish i was 17 again... cos i was listenin 2 round table feat. nino... ey sang e op 4 chobits... n it reminded me of back den... whn i jus started 2 slide out of livin in plain misery n enjoyin e tins in life rilly... droppin out of poly, nt thinkin n carin so much abt e future, indulgin in animes 2 n extreme... basically, life rilly began 4 me at 17 ba... well, more like i closed 1 life n started a new 1... but i was happy... rilly happy... i never 4got e excited feelin in my tummy... knowin tt i din haf 2 go 2 sch anymore, dun haf 2 face ppl anymore, jus isolate myself in my rm w/ my life time companion(my comp)... but yet stil connected 2 e rest of e world whl online... i dunno... i jus felt like i coul do anytin 4m jus tt spot... jus lurkin ard in all tt many overseas n local anime channels, jus made me feel like everybody's ard me w/out me rilly facin anybody at all... heh... n rmb e riceball channel i opned n u guys visited me ere 4m time 2 time 2 chk if i was still alive?? wahaha... e late nite chats abt nutin but rubbish!! n weird visitors chkin wats w/ e crowded channel!! heh... tt was fun!! ^_^ nutin mattered den... nt e time nt e day, nutin!! i watch anime whnever i wanted, played online games whn i was tired of watchin, chat w/ ppl whn i was toked 2, eat whn i was hungry, slpt whn i was tired... day n nite meant nutin 2 me... i slpt at anytime of e day... infact i din even haf a reg slpin time den... i rmb ere was a period whr i jus slpt 4 2 hrs n woke up 4 another 2 hrs n slpt e nxt 2 hrs again contly... well, i guess u coul say i jus felt rilly safe kept up in tt hse w/ my baby s e link 2 e outside world... ahhh.... but guess u guys wun understd tt feelin cos u're nt isolated freaks like me... maybe justine can understd, but rmb dis kinda lifestyle cant last 4eva... unless u're a rich bastard who doesnt haf 2 work n stil haf lotsa $$ la... heh... ok, dis entry is so borin i prob put u guys in a coma alrdy... heh... o well, i jus had 2 do sum bloggin since i haf no work 4 2dae at all... sianzzzz... -_-
posted by reiyang at 10:33 AM
3 Comments:
1stly, no, i jus typed everytin in dis entry... 2ndly, my life did change whn i met u guys... but its stil nt s drastic s dis 1... cos i stil had sch n life was pretty much like tt... so whn i was able 2 throw everytin away, drop out of sch n isolate myself, it jus felt easier... more comfortin tt i din haf 2 get out n c ppl... i jus dun like e consequences i haf 2 face aft interactin w/ ppl, esp ppl i dunno... i dun mind tokin 2 ppl bhind my comp, cos it feels like nutin can hurt me... n e feelin of livin but w/out expectations is jus blissful la... but ya, its nt e same anymore liao la... its a mindset tin actually... i jus felt blissful den doin wat i did, but rite nw i cant make myself tt oblivious anymore la... ah yah... wateva it is, its jus a tot la... a moment of flashback...
haha..fine!bleahz.
haiya... but u guys got help me alot in sec sch 2 la... if i hadnt met u guys, i'd prob b sad n alone or even dead by nw la... rmb hw i almost dropped out of sec sch?? its lucky got u guys ere or life wou rilly b totally meaninless... i wouldnt even bother appearin at sch occassionally n actually goin thru w/ 'o's... thanks 2 u guys i realised tt life isnt all abt misery... but dis entry is dedicated 2 my 17 yr old life wch was diffe in a way cos at tt time, i wasnt in e depths of hell like in sec sch... it was e discovery of heaven's paradise... whr tins can b jus swt w/ no tinge of bitterness... actually more like jus runnin away 4m everytin of dis world la... haha... so dun jealous liao k?? god... y do i haf such a jealous n possessive best fren?? -_-"
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