mahjong princess
jus got back nt long 4m our v long mj nite... ^_^" it was seriously a v long 1 man.. it took us 5 hrs 2 complete 1 round!! everybody diao zhen at least once lor... it wasnt jus cam, e 1 tai diao zhen queen... haha... n i almost snatched her infamous title 4m her, but ey called me diao zhen princess instead... wahahha...it was pretty scary la, every1 play like damn big 1 lor.. all 5 tai man or close 2 tt 1 lor... heh... den e chips circulate ard alot... but in e end, our winnins were v minimal... i only won $5 dis time... haha... ~_~"
anyway, earlier b4 e mj session, i was stuck at hme waitin 4 em 2 go dwn cam's grandma's hse, my parents n i also had a v long tok... i finally told em tt i dun wanna study anymore... n tt i wou find a job 2 pay em back e 11k i owe em 4 e wasted sch fees n studiotraffic... but ey told me nt 2 bother abt such small tins... n my dad basically insisted tt i go w/ em 2 america... sell e hse here, buy a hse ere, rent it out 2 a few tenants n collect rental s income... i rilly dun wanna leave sg... so i started 2 whine all, den ey ask me wat i wanted 2 do den... n i sorta told em tt i rather stay here n do e forex tin... aldoh i dun seem 2 do anytin whn i did tt e last time... tts y i went 2 study 2 escape 4m it... but nw i rilly cant study, or so i tink... my mom rarely gets mad, but dis time she actually shouted at me... sayin tt i'm jus nt puttin my heart in2 studyin tts y... wch is true... n she also said tt i cant alwiz b so lazy n nt work hard 4 anytin...
i'm 1 of e worst kind of person i tink... whn ppl tell me tt sumtin is hard, i wun try 2 attempt it... whn ppl says its easy, i'll nt put in enuff effort on it, wch makes me end up failin it... doh i dun let tt hap... cos whn i noe i'm unable 2 do sumtin, i gif up b4 i complete it... thus, ppl alwiz tink i cou haf done it jus tt i din try... but sumtimes i rilly feel like tts nt true... n dis terrifies e hell out of me... i rmb ere was 1 time whn i was in sec sch, n i had a maths test e nxt day, i actually studied 4 it, but i stil failed it... but luckily i was also sick tt day, so i cou use tt s n excuse 4 y i din do well... i hate dis part of myself, but i cant overcome it either... so i jus cont 2 live in its shadow...
anyway, in e meantime, my sis is givin my resume 2 e job agency tt her company contracts... so i'll jus haf 2 wait til ey call me up 2 fill in some temp job sumwhr... n c if i can find out wat i mite wanna do whl job hoppin ard...
i dunno... its like ere's so many tins 2 tink abt n all... n sumtimes i feel so tired... so tired of dis tin called life.......
anyway, earlier b4 e mj session, i was stuck at hme waitin 4 em 2 go dwn cam's grandma's hse, my parents n i also had a v long tok... i finally told em tt i dun wanna study anymore... n tt i wou find a job 2 pay em back e 11k i owe em 4 e wasted sch fees n studiotraffic... but ey told me nt 2 bother abt such small tins... n my dad basically insisted tt i go w/ em 2 america... sell e hse here, buy a hse ere, rent it out 2 a few tenants n collect rental s income... i rilly dun wanna leave sg... so i started 2 whine all, den ey ask me wat i wanted 2 do den... n i sorta told em tt i rather stay here n do e forex tin... aldoh i dun seem 2 do anytin whn i did tt e last time... tts y i went 2 study 2 escape 4m it... but nw i rilly cant study, or so i tink... my mom rarely gets mad, but dis time she actually shouted at me... sayin tt i'm jus nt puttin my heart in2 studyin tts y... wch is true... n she also said tt i cant alwiz b so lazy n nt work hard 4 anytin...
i'm 1 of e worst kind of person i tink... whn ppl tell me tt sumtin is hard, i wun try 2 attempt it... whn ppl says its easy, i'll nt put in enuff effort on it, wch makes me end up failin it... doh i dun let tt hap... cos whn i noe i'm unable 2 do sumtin, i gif up b4 i complete it... thus, ppl alwiz tink i cou haf done it jus tt i din try... but sumtimes i rilly feel like tts nt true... n dis terrifies e hell out of me... i rmb ere was 1 time whn i was in sec sch, n i had a maths test e nxt day, i actually studied 4 it, but i stil failed it... but luckily i was also sick tt day, so i cou use tt s n excuse 4 y i din do well... i hate dis part of myself, but i cant overcome it either... so i jus cont 2 live in its shadow...
anyway, in e meantime, my sis is givin my resume 2 e job agency tt her company contracts... so i'll jus haf 2 wait til ey call me up 2 fill in some temp job sumwhr... n c if i can find out wat i mite wanna do whl job hoppin ard...
i dunno... its like ere's so many tins 2 tink abt n all... n sumtimes i feel so tired... so tired of dis tin called life.......
posted by reiyang at 8:15 AM
4 Comments:
don't give up. life pays you back whatever you put into it sooner or later.
i jus rec dis...
PAYMENT TO JACELYN FROM LIFE:
=NOTHING=
wahahha... XD
-_-"
dun b stupid..u could have studied one lor..haiz..got the chance to study dun wan..=(
haizzz... i dunno... sumtimes i rilly wish i weren't deir daughter... den dey wouldnt haf such a hard time... n if i was rilly poor, i mite actually b forced 2 work hard 4 my life instd... haizzzzzzzzzzz.......
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