aft tinkin
ere's never gonna b another chance 4 us again... nt nw, nt ever... i hope u'll take dis opportunity 2 change... u're a v smart person, u urself noe it 2... pls use ur intelligence 2 gd use... dun use it dis way... dun go hurtin every1... turnin e whole class against a girl is rilly a v cruel tin 2 do... pls find it in ur heart 2 stop torturin her... i'm beggin u 4 dis 1 last tin... pls......
u stil haf a long rd ahead of u... u'll meet many more ppl... n 1 day, u'll meet tt 1 person meant 4 u, n u 4 her... i rilly hope u wun lose her den... so pls dun carry on w/ ur ways... i rilly wish 4 u 2 feel e happiness of bein w/ e 1 u truly love n who truly loves u 2.... bcos tts a feelin far more happier/valuable dan any wch u get 4m e cheap thrills u enjoy doin... so pls tink abt it n change b4 its 2 late...
n 2 my frens, i'm rilly sorry 4 makin u guys worry so much... n i'm v thankful u guys were ere 4 me... i'm rilly sorry... n rilly thankful.... i rilly m... nutin can express hw i feel rite nw... only e tears tts rollin dwn my cheeks nw maybe... even doh i'm nt a v gd person n all, i rilly dunno y i'm blessed w/ havin u guys... wat did i do 2 deserve u guys?? rilly?? i rilly dunno hw 2 say it, dis feelin i haf, of noein tt i haf u guys s my frens... nutin tt i say seems to be enuff at all...
i noe tt i'm a walkin senseless person... n u guys haf rilly bn helpin protect me n all... if nt i rilly dunno wat wou haf hap 2 me... nt havin any basic skills of hw 2 handle any real life issues... but i guess i haf 2 slowly learn 4m nw onwrds n nt alwiz rely on u guys... take a walk outside my garden... i will try my best... :)
u stil haf a long rd ahead of u... u'll meet many more ppl... n 1 day, u'll meet tt 1 person meant 4 u, n u 4 her... i rilly hope u wun lose her den... so pls dun carry on w/ ur ways... i rilly wish 4 u 2 feel e happiness of bein w/ e 1 u truly love n who truly loves u 2.... bcos tts a feelin far more happier/valuable dan any wch u get 4m e cheap thrills u enjoy doin... so pls tink abt it n change b4 its 2 late...
n 2 my frens, i'm rilly sorry 4 makin u guys worry so much... n i'm v thankful u guys were ere 4 me... i'm rilly sorry... n rilly thankful.... i rilly m... nutin can express hw i feel rite nw... only e tears tts rollin dwn my cheeks nw maybe... even doh i'm nt a v gd person n all, i rilly dunno y i'm blessed w/ havin u guys... wat did i do 2 deserve u guys?? rilly?? i rilly dunno hw 2 say it, dis feelin i haf, of noein tt i haf u guys s my frens... nutin tt i say seems to be enuff at all...
i noe tt i'm a walkin senseless person... n u guys haf rilly bn helpin protect me n all... if nt i rilly dunno wat wou haf hap 2 me... nt havin any basic skills of hw 2 handle any real life issues... but i guess i haf 2 slowly learn 4m nw onwrds n nt alwiz rely on u guys... take a walk outside my garden... i will try my best... :)
posted by reiyang at 5:21 AM
4 Comments:
awww..silly gal u noe we love u..>_<
well. i know what i've done wrong, and it's not the first time i've used this "intelligence" wrongly, but it's the first for sth in this manner la =\
i guess i really lost the plot and yeap, these are the ripe rewards for the nasty things i've done, i'm only sorry i hurt someone like you in doing so, because all along you've not done anything wrong, other than to ocasionally require a little extra TLC, which isn't really something to be wronged.
but yup, to xinya, and to all the rest here, i haven't even tried to do ANYTHING after the whole fiasco, so don't worry about me "turning the whole class against her". like wtf would i wanna do that. =\. lol.
basically my pt is, don't worry xinya, and yea jace, i'm still fatigued by that long night as much as you are upset, and i really see no point in rubbing more salt into each other's wounds already so.
chill.
oh and also..
by cheap thrills.. i hope you mean all the stupid nonsense that i do.. cause yea. i acknowledge on hindsight that they are extremely stupid. =\. and it's definitely something i have to change or i might just end up like that doctor peeping tom on the New Paper or sth yea. =\
but for the record, it was never a cheap thrill being with you, so i hope you didn't mean it like that. i just, didn't have the moral courage to be honest with you, and more so, myself.
yup.
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