pampered kid
lunch is over... so full... "totemo ippai desu!!" --> v full.. heh.. anyway, ya... i'm such a spoilt kid... i was feelin sick ytd aft lunch, came dwn w/ fever n body ached til i felt like i was bein teared up in diffe directions... so i sms my mom 2 cook chrysanthemum tea 4 me... den in e end, my parents offered 2 fetch me hme 4m work... wahaha... XD den i watch watch tv all... do my stuff all... 12am liao... T_T again, i ended up slpin late s usual... n i tot tt ytd wou b e day i cou slp early since i'm nt hangin out w/ jas n mich til late... haizzzz... anyway, had 2 wake up at e usual time of 7am again 2dae... T_T n it was pourin heavily outside!! chan-su!!--> chance!! ^_^ i slpt in a few more mins den go dwn n ask my dad 2 send me 2 work since its rainin... ho ho ho... such a pampered lil brat i m... XD heh... anyway, tts my short lil update 4 2dae... strict 'boss' is ard... cant play 2 much... XP slack 'boss' is on 1/2 day leave again!! gd life... -_-" wahaha... n jap 'boss' stil nt back 4m lunch... mus b go 2 dunno wch far away jap rest 2 eat or sumtin... heh... XD
posted by reiyang at 2:06 PM
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help~ haha.
help wat??
n mich, crazy la u... u're stil my best fren la.... happy?? c la... force me 2 say tins i dun normally like 2 say... waahaha... XP jokin jokin la... besides, u rather tok 2 all ur new guy frens dan me!! >_<*
i cant take it anymore!!! i lied. the problem doesn't lie with them. it lies with me. i didnt take my medication thats why i do silly things. i was the one who initiated everything. not him. stop blaming him/her. it has never been their fault. i can't think straight at times. i forget things and events. i think i even make them up at times. i dunno anymore. im confused.
even if u did start e whole tin, did e flirtin, made him interested, made e 1st move n all, a guy w/ morals, will noe tt playin along w/ e sis or even fren of his gf is a no no... a decent guy will nt cheat on his gf in wateva circumstances... bcos if he cheats, he'll def cheat again... a guy can no longer b trusted once he cheat ok?? but i also dun mean tt he's branded a cheater 4 life... cos 1 day he mite meet a girl his heart will only pump 4, n tts whn he will nt cheat on her eva, cos he love her tt much... so ere is such a tin s a special girl 4 every guy... so until he meets tt 1 special girl, he wun rilly b tinkin w/ his heart but more w/ his dick... -_-"
so dun tok rubbish like tt... ur sins n all haf bn committed alrdy n cant b undone... but it can stil b 4given, but 4 him 2 actually play along w/ ur game, we cannot 4gif such a guy... n even doh i say u'll b 4given, girls haf n exceptionally gd memo whn it comes 2 dese tins... jess may never trust u again w/ any other guys she brings hme again... n if she refuse 2 play nice, she'll keep hatin n treatin u so coldly 4 i dunno hw long... but i do hope she wun... i hope she'll stil love u like b4 again... doh even if tt haps, ere'll still b a crack in u 2's bond alrdy... n if u're nt careful, it mite explode again 1 dae... n she'll bring up e past whr u snatch away her bf...
haizzz... all in all, i hope u've learnt ur lesson... aldoh its a painful 1, n may scar u 4 life, i hope u rilly get sumtin out of it... n tt is, snatchin sum1's bf, esp whn ey're close 2 u, shou never b done again...
n its true tt i also agree tt since jess is like tt alrdy, she shou jus move out n stay at his hse alrdy... but u noe mom n dad... deir infamous no stayin over at other ppl's hse rule... tts y durin my rebellious days i purposely stay over at frens' hse n never come hme ma... n whn i dun came hme, i'll prep myself 4 scoldin n naggin e nxt day lor... ah well, if jess rilly breaks all ties w/ us n decides 2 move in w/ tt bastard, den ur prob will b solved lor... u wun haf her comin hme 2 show u her hatred face, no higher water n electricity bills n technically, u wun haf a sis who hates u anymore, cos she's bn disowned n sorta nt our parents daughter anymore... haizzz... noe its cruel of me 2 say tt, but if she tinks she'll lead a happier, more carefree live w/ him, den go ahead lor... cos if i were her, i wun wanna live a depressed life n hatin e rest of e world like tt lor... i'd chase 4 my own happiness la... but lucky 4 me, i noe ere's no happiness w/out parents' money... haha... so i shall stay filial... haha...
i hope u wake up sum la... i keep typin dese long long replies everywhr, n i dunno hw, but u can keep comin up w/ new tins n say new tins tt amaze me... i esp dun like it whn u tok bad abt our parents k... even doh i also tok bad abt em 2, its more like complainin abt em in a certain way, wch stil shows tt i noe ey love us tt much tts y ey do tins tt bothers us... i dunno hw 2 say la... but basically, ey care abt us 2 much tt ey try 2 help us live our lives so tt we dun get in2 trouble n hurt ourselves or sumtin... k?? ey're nt bad parents... bad parents will nt bother 2 keep e family alive n under a roof... n instd of workin hard n earnin $$ so tt e children will haf food 2 eat, clothes 2 wr, sch 2 study, ey'll jus drink n smoke, beat up deir own children n even worse, steal deir own childrens' money?!?! so tink abt it, wateva our parents haf done, ere's a reason bhind it, wch translate 2 em wantin us 2 lead a beta life, but bcos our parents haf a certain character n mindset, wch is money is essential 2 live comfortably, ey also brought us up dis way n set dese rules 4 us... i mean maybe u were 2 yg so u din noe all dese, but 4m a v wealthy family, our family almost turned bankrupt over nite... n in order 2 sustain a roof over our heads, mom n dad rilly worked v hard n used up wateva resources ey had 2 make ends meet... we mortgaged our hse, sold off our other property investments n had 2 cut dwn our luxurious lifestyle... tts y dad stinge until like tt... cos we once lived a life whr if we din stinge, we'd b thrown out on2 e sts beggin 4 $$... ok, enuff of flashback, do u understd nw y our parents plc $$ in such a high priority?? n its nt like ey're jus washin deir hands off jess... dey haf tot it over n came 2 e conclusion tt e salary jess gets, she'll b able 2 keep herself livin comfortably even w/out our parents' help... tts y dey dare 2 say e word disown... u get it?? ey're nt stupid parents... ey tink thru stuff carefully, a reason bhind every action ey make... its jus sad tt, such gd parents haf children like us... our parents feed n clothed us, paid 4 any education program we went 4, made arrangements 2 make sure we can study overseas... n nw, aft jess has bn helped by em 4 e past 27 yrs, w/out a word of thanks, she bite deir hands n runs off w/ a guy she loves...
haizzz.... whn i rilly tink abt all of us n all... i rilly feel our parents v poor tin... wch makes me further confirm tt i'll never wanna haf children lor... ere's so much more i wanna say, but my comment alrdy dis fuckin long... so i'll stop here la... i hope all dese gets in2 tt head of urs n end all ur stupid lil naive tots...
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